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A/N: This chapter takes place about a month later.
Ally laid in her bed as she had done a lot lately, no Trish to pal around with and while her record was all but complete-Austin wasn't there to share it with, nor was Trish. She did talk to Trish by phone, and text with Trish and keep up with Austin on the website, it wasn't the same.
I should have went on the tour, all my friends are gone and I'm alone, sure there is work and cloud watching club, but no one's around to hang with. Also I don't know how Austin feels about me. I am worried I don't hear much from him, I am also worried-what if he runs into Cassidy, while she is out performing or what if Kira a shows up to visit her dad and Austin re-connects with one of them.
Ally shook herself out of these thoughts it was better not to think about it. Ally was depressed enough as it was. It became hard for Ally to do anything she would get up go to the studio and work then there was nothing to do.
Ally decided to try to do something today considering she was off from both. So Ally finally got out of bed and just through some clothes on she didn't care what she looked like. Finally Ally left the house. As Ally walked down by the beach she got very depressed all she saw was happy couples. They were holding hands, walking with their arms around each other, and one girl was laying her head on her guy's shoulder.
Tears began to roll down Ally's Cheeks and she thought "Why can't that be me and Austin again. This isn't fair I love Austin, I just wish I knew if he loved me, I want to walk holding hands, I want to be held, and I just want Austin back."
She picked up a rock and threw it out at the ocean, because she was mad. Mad that she had to do the record now, mad that she had to miss the tour, mad that she had been left behind.
Ally walked around town a little more, and walked into Sonic Boom where her dad was putting stuff out; there were only a few customers in the store.
"Hey Ally Cat, what are you doing here?" Her dad said cheerfully.
"I was out for a walk and ended up here." Ally said unenthusiastically.
"Ally what is it?" Her dad said very concerned. "You're scaring me." He told her.
"Dad, all my friends are gone on tour, one of them I'm in love with, but I'm not sure how he feels about me. 94 days is a long, long time."
"Ally, Austin really wanted you to go, I think he loves you too." Her dad told her.
"It would be nice if I could see for myself." Ally said.
"Well he has two shows in New York City, one in Madison Square Garden and then two nights later Radio City Music Hall, three days in N.Y.C. you could surprise him.
"That would be awesome, if it could ever happen." Ally said.
"Well contact Trish and set it up, I'll even go with you if you want." Her dad told her.
"What about the store?' asked Ally.
"I guess we could close up for a few days." Her dad said.
"If you're willing to do that, I'll get in touch with Trish." Ally said already feeling better at the thought of seeing Austin.
The Austin Moon tour bus arrived in New York, Trish and Dez were amazed by the sights.
"Hey Austin you gotta check this out, it's AWESOME!"
"I've been here before Trish, it looks like every other city." Austin said not even looking up.
"Austin, you can put on a fantastic show and be all happy on stage but, any other time you are like a damn zombie." Trish told him. "Now will you tell me what's wrong?" Trish asked.
"Trish I put on a great show for the fans, traveling up the east coast is great but it's not worth it." Austin said.
"What's not worth it?" Asked Trish knowing it had something to do with Ally.
"This whole thing." Austin said and the stood up and started to move to the other end of the bus.
"It's not worth it because Ally is not here." Trish said sarcastically.
"Trish I told you not to discuss her." Austin said.
"Austin we all miss her, your taking way to hard." Trish told him.
"It's not like that Trish." Austin snapped back.
"Well then WHAT is it Austin." Trish demanded.
"It's not because Ally is not here. Try to keep up Trish." Dez told her.
"Your brain is not here." Trish told him. "Austin what is it?"
'Fine. I miss Ally and I'm so miserable on this trip because of my feelings for her." Austin admitted meekly.
Both Trish and Dez sat down and looked at Austin. He looked up realizing they were staring at him.
"What?" He said.
"Well continue, what about your feelings for Ally?" Trish pushed him.
"I…I love her." Austin finally admitted.
"OMG!" Trish exclaimed.
"Awwwwww, I knew it!" Dez proclaimed.
"So let me guess, because you're separated, that's why you're so miserable?" Trish asked.
"Exactly, that's why I can't call her; I'm liable to break down. I wanted my song writer, my best friend, and my partner with me. The girl I love. Ninety-four days is a long time to be apart-what if I come back and she has…has" Austin trailed off as he got up and walked to other side of the bus. "I don't wanna think about it."
"Has what? A boyfriend? Austin I doubt that, I text with Ally all the time." Trish told him.
"Oh Trish why don't you tell Austin, how Ally is going through a living hell right now too." Dez blurted out.
"DEZ!" Trish yelled.
"SHE'S WHAT?!" Austin exclaimed standing up. "Trish, what are you hiding?"
"Austin, Ally didn't want me to tell you., but she is done in the studio. Ever since she did get done she has been very depressed with no one around. She says she misses all of us and except for work can't even get out of bed some mornings. The other day she walked down to the beach and unfortunately saw a lot of couples They were holding hands walking with their arms around each other and one girl was laying her head on her guy's shoulder. It was for Ally very depressing." Trish told him.
Austin sat there his head in his hands. Not saying a word just shaking his head it took every ounce of will power to not cry, this ate him up inside. He was 1000 miles away and couldn't help Ally. Now more then ever he wanted to go home.