Hey guys. This is my first fanfic, so please go easy on me. I've had this idea so a while now. Hope you enjoy!




Warning: Strong language ahead.





The world is a cruel place


N-no! Please don't-!


But it's also very beautiful


I don't want to die!


It's a shame most of us can't see it


Sorry. It's nothing personal.


Did I regret what I did?




No, not really


Oh! I love that look on your face!


Would I do it again?




I don't know. Maybe.


I hate you...


But it's not like it matters. Not now.


Why did this happen?


Or maybe it never did.




Even if I didn't do what I did...




I'd probably still be where I am now.



Where am I?

Darkness. Nothing but darkness.

"H-hey...Is any one here?" I called out. I didn't know what was happening. Where was I? Where was everyone else?

I looked at my surroundings and saw nothing. Just nothing. I shuttered as my body slowly begun to feel fear and my heart begin to pound in my chest. Fuck man, what is this?

I mean, you'd freak too if you randomly woke up in some sort of black void.

This better not be some kind of sick joke.

Of course, who was I to talk.

Here I stood surrounded by nothingness. Just a black space that looks like it could on forever. I tried to calm myself by closing my eyes and take deep breaths. Not that that really works,(for me that is)but I tried it anyways.

'Come on. You're better than this,' I told myself.

I continued doing this for a while and finally, my heart begun to slow. Just as I felt myself begin to calm, I heard a low voice.

Why, hello there.


Who the hell? I whipped my head around to look for the source of the voice. But strange enough, couldn't find it. But it sounded so close...

Do not bother trying to look for me. You won't succeed.

"Who are you?" Fear again, trying to take hold of me. Trying to appear strong, I put my blank face on which was something I learned a long time ago. The voice sounded male, definitely an adult. Sounded middle age. Actually, he sounded like he'd be able to narrate a children's book or something.

I shook my head. Now was not the time for that.

Yes, introductions seems like a good place to start. I have no name. There is no reason to have one. I am an entity that was once part of the energy that makes up this universe.

What? And what the hell is that supposed to mean?

It's just as I said, Ms. Joyer.

I growled. "Don't you ever call me that," I told it. Hold dare he. That was her name. That bitch.

My apologies then, Ms-

"Just call me Scarlet." I cut him off. Though Scarlet wasn't my real name, I was quite fond of it.

Very well, Ms. Scarlet. Whatever. It was better than her name.

"Anyway, you said you were an entity that's part of the universe, or something..." I drifted off. Like l'd believe Something like that. What bullshit.

Believe what you will. It is the truth and soon you will be forced to face it. He said this as if he was trying to explain this to a child.

"Whatever. Where are we?" I just wanted to go home.

You are in a space that is nowhere and yet everywhere. This place both exists and doesn't. As for going home you cannot. Don't you remember?

"What do you mean I can't go home?! And stop speaking in fucking riddles!" I demanded. I was seriously getting angry. Just who the hell is this guy?!

Please calm yourself, we don't have a lot of time. And I've already told you, I'm an entity born from the energy of this universe. Im just telling you what you want to know, Ms. Scarlet, why are you getting upset with me?

"Tell me what you meant when you said I couldn't go home? Why can't I?" I asked, just barely containing my anger.

Well, you see...


You are dead.


















I remember now.

I died.


Ms. Scarlet?

"...Yes?" I replied in a weak voice.

Are you feeling alright?

Bitter. I felt Bitter. And disappointment. Of course. I've should have seen this coming. This is hell, isn't it? Wow. I actually thought that I could've lived a while longer after that big "event". How foolish of me. Not that I deserved to live longer. But still...

No, the world doesn't work that way. It doesn't matter if you deserved something or not. It could easily be taken. If only I had been more careful.

Hell only exist in the mind, Ms. Scarlet. This is not Hell.

So Hell really doesn't exist?



"Wait," I just realized. "How do you keep doing that?"

Hm? Doing what? I heard confusion in his voice.

"Reading my mind. How?!"

Oh! Well, it's quite simple really. I've attached myself to your subconscious.

"Wha?! Why?! And who the fuck gave you permission?"

Please trust me. It's all completely necessary. Actually, we have a bit of time left. Let me tell you what I can from the start. And everything else later.


Please save your questions for the end. Please.

I paused and nodded. Let's just get this over with. I was eager for answers And if I stayed here any longer, I'd lose my mind.

Good. Now, if you don't mind. let us begin.

Haha! A Cliffhanger~! I did my best, so please understand that I may or may not get better with time. laters!