1 And I Could Let You Fall On Me Forever by Brown Eyes Parker All she can think of is loss and blood oranges and Carmy, and the last time they had seen Mikey. He hadn't talked to either of them, it had confused Carmy and they had spent the flight home from Christmas trying to figure out what was going on without drawing any proper conclusions. OR how Carmy and Syd find each other in the wake of unspeakable tragedy.