3You Turn Into Someone Else (Like The Sky Is Falling) » 'Today, five days since he disappeared, John stumbles through the door of his and Henrik's house with a thousand-mile stare, his hair a mess, and days-old stubble on his face.' (A rewrite of the Gaskell storyline, wherein John's mental illness is portrayed with respect, David and Rox are alive, and Johnrik is explicitly romantic. Title from Talking To Myself by Linkin Park.)
Holby City, T, English, Drama & Angst, chapters: 3, words: 8k+, updated: 10/16 published: 10/3, [J. Gaskell, H. Hanssen] Roxanna M.
1 If A Moment Is All We Are (Or Quicker, Quicker) » Henrik tries to get through a Yom Kippur that's even harder than he expected. (Or: I realised that Roxanna died right before one of the most major Jewish holidays, which must've been difficult for Henrik, so I wrote angst about it. There's both Hexanna and Johnrik in here, btw, but I could only tag the one pairing. Title from One More Light by Linkin Park.)
Holby City, T, English, Angst & Drama, chapters: 2, words: 9k+, 9/19, [H. Hanssen, Roxanna M.] Sacha L., J. Gaskell
1 I'd Lick The Grief Right Off Your Lips (It's So Cruel) Henrik's world is turned upside down. John tries to help him cope. (A fic exploring just what happened in those three weeks that passed between the shooting in Group Animal, and the events of We Need to Talk About Fredrik, as seen through John's eyes. Title borrowed from Black Dog by Arlo Parks.)
Holby City, T, English, Drama & Angst, words: 4k+, 8/30, [J. Gaskell, H. Hanssen] Roxanna M.
1 You Know I Always Wanna Be There For You Trinidad era setting. Henrik and John get stuck in a lift together. Clichés ensue. Also John is claustrophobic and Henrik's OCD is acting up so, basically, everyone is having a Bad Time. Title from 'Sorry Bro (I Love You)' by Dorian Electra.
Holby City, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Drama, words: 967, 7/31, [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell]
1 Cause I'll Be Your Backbone (Lay Your Weight On Me) Henrik gets sick. John takes care of him. That's literally the only plot to this. (Autistic!Hanssen. Title from Get Sick Soon by Hello Saferide. Rated T for one usage of the F word, the story itself is K plus.)
Holby City, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Romance, words: 2k+, 6/29, [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell]
1 A Little Less Lonely Now Thanks to a storm, a quick visit Carole makes to Henrik's house turns into spending the night there. By the end of the night, they find themselves opening up more and getting to know each other better. (Hanssen/Carole, pre-relationship. Alternating POVs. Rated T for some swearing and mentions of Carole's past abusive relationship. Title from Avicii's song Lonely Together.)
Holby City, T, English, Romance & Hurt/Comfort, words: 3k+, favs: 1, 5/30, H. Hanssen
1 There's No Rush To Get There Roxanna has been dating David for just over a month, but she has something to tell him. (Or, in which I wrote trans Roxanna fic because I can. Rated T for some swearing and referenced adult themes, though nothing actually happens. Title from Reality Bites by Laura Jane Grace & the Devouring Mothers.)
Holby City, T, English, Romance, words: 978, favs: 1, follows: 1, 4/27, Roxanna M.
1 Did You Ever Love Her, Do You Know (Or Did You Never Want to Be Alone) Henrik returns home after Sahira's last shift. (Yes, I'm jumping on the 'Henrik after Sahira leaves' fic bandwagon 8 years late. Sahira isn't technically in this fic though, just heavily mentioned, sorry. TW for quite intensely described depression and self-hatred. Title from Jet Pack Blues by Fall Out Boy.)
Holby City, T, English, Angst, words: 1k+, 4/6, [H. Hanssen, Sahira S.]
1 These Issues That I Just Can't Seem to Shake (It's a Little Too Late) Henrik is being oddly distant one November day, but it ends up making him and Sara closer than ever before. (Set during Henrik's absence from August 2019-February 2020. No present day romance, discussion of past Johnrik and Sara/Fredrik. Title borrowed from I Wish I Never Met You by Oh Wonder.)
Holby City, T, English, Family & Hurt/Comfort, words: 1k+, 2/18, H. Hanssen
1 Your Voice Disappears on a Bad Connection (Are You Protecting Me?) John is in the midst of a depressive episode. Henrik helps him out. (Set in the Trinidad era. Vaguely inspired by some lines in my last fic, "It's A Bad Day (You're My Medicine)", but it's not necessary to read that at all. Title from Protection by Kent.)
Holby City, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 2k+, 1/14, [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell]
It's A Bad Day (You're My Medicine) 'John has bad days, sometimes. Henrik knows this full well, after thirty years of knowing John.' (Oneshot, established relationship, AU where John was actually a decent person and he and Henrik got the happy ending they deserved. Title from Lisa Loeb's song Snow Day.)
Holby City, K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Romance, words: 1k+, 12/10/2019, [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell]
1 Tell Me I'm Forgiven Tonight (I Wanna Fall Wide Awake Now) Jac & Henrik friendship ficlet taking place in an AU where Henrik actually had a breakdown after the Gaskell stuff like he realistically would've. (Taken from the same larger unfinished fic as 'Like A Haunted House (I'm Not Free At All)', but it's not necessary to read that first. Title from Nobody Can Save Me by Linkin Park.)
Holby City, K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Friendship, words: 280, 12/5/2019, Jac N., H. Hanssen
1 The Bravest Men Return With Darkened Hearts And Phantom Pain Henrik takes recent events very, very badly, and John finds the consequences of killing Roxanna are even worse than he thought. (An alternate take on the last few months of the Gaskell storyline. Rated M for very dark themes and some language. Potentially triggering, so be careful - this is definitely not one for the fluff readers. Title from La Belle Fleur Sauvage by Lord Huron.)
Holby City, M, English, Tragedy & Horror, words: 3k+, 11/28/2019, [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell]
1 Fragile Like Glass (You Can't Breathe Without Me) John hasn't been at work, nor has he replied to any calls or texts. Henrik goes to check on him and ends up getting more than he bargained for. (Title from Wanna Be Missed by Hayley Kiyoko.)
Holby City, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 2k+, 11/23/2019, [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell]
1 We're Making Up The Blueprint As We Go 'Sometimes, Henrik doesn't talk, as John's come to find.' (Autistic!Hanssen, fluff with a side of character/relationship study, AU where John wasn't a murderer and these two got the happily ever after they deserved. Title from Glory Days by Sweater Beats. Rated K plus for one minor swear word.)
Holby City, K+, English, Romance, words: 735, 11/19/2019, [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell]
1 Given Up All I Can (A Lifeline to Highs and Lows) John visits Henrik for the first time since he ran off. (Set after the shooting/Fredrik's death, specifically between S20E06 Not Your Home Now and S20E07 Precipice. Title from Afterglow by CHVRCHES.)
Holby City, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 2k+, 11/14/2019, [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell]
If My Echoes Could Reach Your Ears (Staring At All These Lights) Henrik has a hard day that ends up leading to a meltdown. John does his best to help him out. ('87/Rigden era setting, autistic!Hanssen. Written as romantic/pre-relationship but could be read as friendship if you really wanted.)
Holby City, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 2k+, 11/11/2019, [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell]
Now It's Too Late To Go (I'll Get You Through It) Henrik can't sleep, and John is having a bad night. (Set in 1987/the Boston era.)
Holby City, K+, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 586, 11/11/2019, [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell]
Only You Could Ease My Mind John has an itch that needs scratching. Literally. (Title from Motorcade by Circa Waves.)
Holby City, K+, English, Romance & Humor, words: 402, 11/10/2019, [H. Hanssen, J. Gaskell]
Darling, So It Goes (Take My Hand) David has a surprise for Roxanna on their wedding anniversary. (Fluffy with a bittersweet touch. Takes place after David was diagnosed with dementia. Title from Can't Help Falling In Love by Elvis Presley.)
Holby City, K+, English, Romance, words: 474, 11/10/2019, Roxanna M.
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