51 It's Fine by erentitanjaeger Isn't that a cliché for you; the teacher falling in love with the student. I hated how I wasn't just romantically attracted to him anymore, but physically as well. Mornings became awkward for me as I found myself having more cold showers than warm. Though I was ashamed sometimes I imagined his breath on my face and his hand around me as I pumped myself under the sheets.