560Healing » When Ritsuka's father starts abusing him, Soubi finds out right away. Angered by what's happening, Soubi starts to take care of Ritsuka himself, only to find out that the sexual abuse Ritsuka suffered had more of an affect on him than Soubi first expected
Loveless, M, English, Hurt/Comfort & Romance, chapters: 23, words: 162k+, favs: 389, follows: 345, updated: 7/12/2016 published: 3/15/2011, Soubi A., Ritsuka A.
Take Me Home She released the nurse's sleeve, turning her gaze to the man standing beside the bed, her lips moving as she tried to speak, no sound coming out of her. Again she tried, her voice still as dead as ever, as if she were trying to shut herself out of her body, "Take me home, Tokino."
Loveless, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 533, favs: 2, 9/26/2012, Mikado G., Tokino F.
28 Someone I Once Knew » Seimei has a way of destroying people from the inside out, and after all is over and done with, Soubi is left with more than just memories. Set five years after the canon storyline.
Loveless, M, English, Angst & Horror, chapters: 3, words: 16k+, favs: 13, follows: 5, updated: 9/1/2012 published: 8/29/2012, Soubi A., Ritsuka A.
45What It Feels Like » Sometimes, Ritsuka doesn't feel as if he's the right gender. For six months, he has lived with this secret, keeping it from Soubi, who's the only person who can make him happy anymore. one day, Soubi finds out and Ritsuka can't hide from himself anymore.
Loveless, M, English, Angst & Drama, chapters: 3, words: 18k+, favs: 47, follows: 57, updated: 5/31/2012 published: 11/5/2011, Ritsuka A., Soubi A.
10 You Take After Sensei, Don't You? Ritsuka and Kio both called him a pervert, which was exactly how Soubi viewed himself at times. A disgusting pedophile. A sick pervert. Soubi didn't like the tag attached to him by them, but he dealt with. It was something he should be ashamed of. No sex.
Loveless, M, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 856, favs: 17, follows: 6, 4/30/2012, Soubi A., Ritsuka A.
5Make Believe In the end, it was all made up. It was a fraction of John's imagination to combat the loneliness.
Homestuck, T, English, Drama & Angst, words: 1k+, favs: 8, 4/12/2012, John E.
4 Old Dog There was an old saying that went along the lines of "You can't teach an old dog new tricks." It was a saying that Soubi had heard many times, and a saying that very well proved to be quite true. What was more true, however, was the converse of it.
Loveless, K+, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 765, favs: 10, follows: 3, 2/12/2012, Soubi A., Ritsuka A.
7 Sweet Dreams Even as an adult, Soubi did not like sleeping. Some days he'd lay in bed, looking up at the stark white, boring ceiling, and not think a single thought. For the only things he saw in his dreams were haunting and horrible.
Loveless, K, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 782, favs: 9, follows: 2, 2/7/2012, Soubi A., Ritsuka A.
21Dehumanization » Soubi was forced to do many things to prove his loyalty to Seimei, many of these things preying on his mental stability. This includes the rape of a young teen. Years later, it comes back to haunt him. Based on recent Loveless chapters. Nongraphic/implied
Loveless, M, English, Angst & Horror, chapters: 2, words: 7k+, favs: 15, follows: 8, updated: 11/28/2011 published: 11/13/2011, Soubi A.
6 Barren Grell has a room he goes to when things get tough. This room, however, will never be used for its intended purpose.
Kuroshitsuji, K+, English, Angst & Drama, words: 1k+, favs: 13, 10/12/2011, Grell S.
14 A Rose That Won't Bloom » Healing Prequel. So many people knew. Not one of them did a thing and the price was paid for it. Set before Ritsuka lost his memories; told in a different way.
Loveless, M, English, Suspense & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 2, words: 9k+, favs: 22, follows: 8, updated: 8/24/2011 published: 8/15/2011, Ritsuka A., Soubi A.
10Duplicity Darkfic. Not AU. At first, Ciel was angry at Sebastian for taking the form he did. Now, he wants something that Sebastian can't and won't give him, and hates himself for it, since he has developed feelings for the demon who looks like his abusive father.
Kuroshitsuji, M, English, Angst & Drama, words: 2k+, favs: 22, follows: 19, 7/26/2011, Sebastian M., Ciel P.
44 Firsts » After a big fight, Soubi admits things about his past and later is plagued with nightmares. Ritsuka, coming to the realization that he needs to change, buys Soubi a pair of fake ears to try to make things better and help Soubi with the healing process.
Loveless, M, English, Drama & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 3, words: 13k+, favs: 103, follows: 18, updated: 6/28/2011 published: 6/24/2011, Soubi A., Ritsuka A.
15 Banisters One day, Ciel is plagued by a childish urge, but hesitant to act on it.
Kuroshitsuji, K+, English, Family, words: 1k+, favs: 30, follows: 3, 6/10/2011, Ciel P.
354Revival » Soubi loses his memory when trying to help Ritsuka uncover answers. Ritsuka finds that Soubi's amnesia is worse than expected and ends up having to care for Soubi while he learns to speak and do things again, while also figuring out who did this to him.
Loveless, M, English, Romance & Mystery, chapters: 20, words: 90k+, favs: 92, follows: 93, updated: 4/3/2011 published: 11/14/2010, Ritsuka A., Soubi A.
6 A day for lovers, friends, and strangers Ritsuka and Soubi spend Valentine's Day together and Soubi is determined to make it special. One-shot 2/3
Loveless, T, English, Romance & Hurt/Comfort, words: 3k+, favs: 22, follows: 2, 2/16/2011, Soubi A., Ritsuka A.
7 Remission Soubi thinks that getting Ritsuka something for Valentine's Day is a lot harder when he's just focused on keeping Ritsuka alive and persuading him to get treatment for depression. One-shot 1/3
Loveless, T, English, Romance & Hurt/Comfort, words: 1k+, favs: 9, follows: 2, 2/15/2011, Soubi A.
48Blood Lust » After being nearly killed in a spell battle, Ritsuka begs Soubi, a vampire, to turn him. With no other choice, Soubi infects Ritsuka with the venom. Now, a month later, Ritsuka is dealing with the hunger and needs his mate, Soubi, to help him. Not AU.
Loveless, M, English, Romance & Suspense, chapters: 3, words: 10k+, favs: 50, follows: 51, updated: 1/22/2011 published: 12/30/2010, Soubi A., Ritsuka A.
8 Escaping the Shadows Alexander opens a portal, only to have it bring Soubi and Ritsuka into their world and also letting the shadow into the castle. While a memoryless Daniel wanders about the castle, Soubi attempts to find Ritsuka, who has become Alexander's plaything.
Loveless & Amnesia: The Dark Descent, M, English, Mystery & Horror, words: 2k+, favs: 5, follows: 8, 1/20/2011, Soubi A., Daniel
30 His 'perfect' brother Ritsuka comes into Seimei's room one night during the last month before his 'death'. Ritsuka begins to have new feelings towards Seimei and his not-very-innocent actions, though he doesn't realize what Seimei is doing is 'wrong'. One-shot
Loveless, M, English, Family & Romance, words: 1k+, favs: 94, follows: 15, 12/31/2010, Ritsuka A., Seimei A.
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