Hey im my furture husband is edward,if you cant tell from the name im a twiheart! Wow i just read through my profile and i can't believe how old it was everything has changed! well eecept for many of my favorite things. Awhile ago i use to say twilight is my life, its not im just very in love with it. My life is music and dancing and hanging with my friends, if i didn't have any of those things i would die, if i didn't have twilight my life would be lacking something but i wouldn't die. I am now single, and unfortunately i still have feelings for my ex. He is on my mind at least 100 times a day, i feel so jealous when i see him with other girls that aren't my friends, even sometimes when it is them, i miss him so much and i want to be over him but i can't seem to do so. He has been a constant in my life from many years now, it started as friendship but then i started to like him and we dated then he ended it suddenly andd i cried for about a day and got over it. I was okay with being single for awhile but then all my friends got boyfriends and are so happy and im insanely jealous because they're all happy and in love and are always making comments and he;s there the whole time and not with me anymore. But on to happier things, my favorite actor is Robert Pattinson, not because he plays edward but because of his amazing job in remember me as Tyler, he was amazing. I don't think im a very good writer but my best friends seems to think i am, and is currently trying to peer pressure me into writing and posting a story. We'll see if those stupid movies we had to watch in health about peer pressure work. "Just Say No!"

Boyfriend advice:

When she walks away from you mad
Follow her
When she stares at your mouth
Kiss her
When she pushes you or hits you
Grab her and don't let go
When she starts cussing at you
Kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet
Ask her whats wrong
When she ignores you
Give her your attention
When she pulls away
Pull her back
When you see her at her worst
Tell her she's beautiful
When you see her start crying
Just hold her and don't say a word
When you see her walking
Sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she's scared
Protect her
When she lays her head on your shoulder
Tilt her head up and kiss her
When she steals your favorite hat
Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you
Tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn't answer for a long time
Reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt
Back yourself up
When she says that she likes you
she really does more than you could understand
When she grabs at your hands
Hold hers and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you
bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret
keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes
don't look away until she does
When she misses you
she's hurting inside
When you break her heart
the pain never really goes away
When she says its over
she still wants you to be hers
When she repost this bulletin
she wants you to read it -
Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.-
When she says she's ok don't believe it, talk with her- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you-
Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her-
Treat her like she's all that matters to you.-
Tease her and let her tease you back.-
Stay up all night with her when she's sick.-
Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.-
Give her the world.-
Let her wear your clothes.-
When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.-
Let her know she's important.-
Kiss her in the pouring rain.-
When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's butt am I kicking?"

~to all the guys out there take this advise cause it's amazing i wish my ex had known all this