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170 Crossing Boundaries »
Back then it used to be exam grades and the "I love you"s that they worried about. Back then just the idea of Lily and James was something equivalent to fantasy, and the scariest thing to ever exist was a full moon. But now it's life and now it's death, and Gracie and Sirius are living in a war where people aren't the only things that go missing. When did the lies become truth?
Harry Potter, T, English, Angst & Romance, chapters: 35, words: 138k+, favs: 124, follows: 142, updated: 1/1/2019 published: 12/30/2011, Sirius B., OC
4She Thought, Maybe
One day, Minerva had told her: "You've got to have strength, Augusta, or else you'll never survive this." And so that was what Augusta became. (This is the story of Augusta Longbottom before she was Augusta Longbottom, and the story of Frank Longbottom before he was that, too.)
Harry Potter, K+, English, Drama & Hurt/Comfort, words: 2k+, favs: 1, 5/29/2015
3 Loneliness of a Creature
There are many things house elves do not know much about, and one of those things is family.
Harry Potter, K+, English, Family & Hurt/Comfort, words: 1k+, favs: 8, follows: 1, 1/5/2014, Regulus B., Kreacher
3The Dance of Fatherhood
"James chats idly with Harry as he drifts about the kitchen. It's rather like dancing, he thinks, being a father. He's not quite so good at it—Merlin, he's burnt himself twice with this bottle—but he moves like he might be. And he likes it. He reckons that's important, too." / In which James gets to babysit Harry for an entire thirty minutes.
Harry Potter, T, English, Family, words: 1k+, favs: 25, follows: 12, 12/2/2013, Harry P., James P., Lily Evans P.
3 To Hide My Love Away
It's hard to have hope when you wake every morning without seeing the light of day. But James and Lily survive it. They always do. (Well. Sort of.)
Harry Potter, K+, English, Family & Romance, words: 2k+, favs: 5, 11/28/2013, James P., Lily Evans P.
2The List
"The paper was wearing thin where the man's quill had carved into it, words like a list coloring the white of the page and bleeding just hardly into the text. 'You see, generally, I don't believe that people get second chances. That's not the way the universe likes to work. But there are exceptions. And this is my thanking the universe for that.'"
Harry Potter, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Crime, words: 3k+, favs: 6, follows: 3, 10/20/2013, Harry P., Sirius B., Arabella F.
4The Night Always Fades In
For Andromeda, it seems, happiness is always eclipsed by sadness, from the time she is old enough to understand what that means.
Harry Potter, T, English, Family & Romance, words: 1k+, favs: 3, follows: 5, 10/8/2013, Bellatrix L., Andromeda T., Ted T., Teddy L.
3 One Latched Window
He had sometimes wondered if his brother hated him, and he found himself wondering it then as the blackness seeped like poison into his skin .. Fitting, really, that it would be black and green against the red .
Harry Potter, K+, English, Family & Friendship, words: 1k+, favs: 5, 9/28/2013, Sirius B., Regulus B., Marlene M.
2 Submerged
It is in the bottom of a car entirely submerged in water that George finally understands.
Harry Potter, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Family, words: 2k+, favs: 4, 8/25/2013, George W.
4 The Absence of Color
"He was just an empty slate constantly taking whatever form he pleased, no identity to himself, just a passing reflection in the water." / In which Sirius Black wonders who he really is.
Harry Potter, T, English, Family & Friendship, words: 2k+, favs: 8, follows: 1, 8/11/2013, Sirius B., James P.
13 These Lonely Towers
And when it comes down to it, who, really, can say that there is any difference between love and war?
Harry Potter, T, English, Romance & Family, words: 1k+, favs: 17, follows: 4, 7/27/2013, Sirius B., Bellatrix L.
23 The Apology You Never Heard
"I hate her, and it's awful that I can say that without feeling any sort of remorse, but I do. We choose who we hate, don't we? It's a conscious decision that we make and it's a conscious decision that we carry out. But love is different. You can't help who you love, try as you might. It just grows and grows and grows until one day you notice it's there."
Harry Potter, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Family, words: 3k+, favs: 4, follows: 1, 6/29/2013, Parvati P., Padma P., Lavender B.
21 Demon in the Light
Neville wanted nothing more to forget everything and move on with his life. But when your past comes back to haunt you, sometimes escape requires desperate measures, and sometimes you lose yourself along the way.
Harry Potter, M, English, Suspense & Angst, words: 5k+, favs: 6, 6/22/2013, Harry P., Neville L., Ginny W.
12 Promises That Feel Like Scars
Lily Evans was a mystery that Sirius Black was not to indulge in - so she said, anyways. Promises, after all, are not always meant to be kept. / A late night conversation between a prefect and a troublemaker, with a little bit of firewhiskey.
Harry Potter, T, English, Friendship & Family, words: 1k+, favs: 20, follows: 4, 3/30/2013, Sirius B., Lily Evans P., Lily Luna P.
4 Like Never Before
Andromeda's never really known how it felt to laugh like she could be free, but it's all Ted's ever known.
Harry Potter, K+, English, Friendship & Romance, words: 1k+, favs: 8, follows: 1, 11/10/2012, Andromeda T., Ted T.
8 Blurred Breathing
James Potter's skipped out on Head Boy duty, for Quidditch, to absolutely no one's surprise. This, also unsurprisingly, doesn't settle well with Lily, and before she knows it, somehow she's managed herself on a broom and she's chasing after him. Problem being, though - Lily doesn't fly.
Harry Potter, K+, English, Friendship & Romance, words: 2k+, favs: 16, follows: 4, 8/14/2012, James P., Lily Evans P.
6 Guilt
"Some people run from their guilt and shed their conscience until there's no conscious left at all. But I run towards my guilt. I feed off of it; I need it. For me, guilt is one of the few lanterns that still lights my way." Guilt is the last thing Peter has left.
Harry Potter, T, English, Tragedy & Angst, words: 1k+, favs: 7, follows: 1, 8/4/2012, Peter P.
13 A Little Blazing Secret
Harry's got a secret that he won't tell Ginny, and she's livid. It seems as if everyone's in on the secret, too, and so in desperation, Ginny resorts to thrashing and shoving her way through to figure out what's going on. Well, isn't she in for a surprise?
Harry Potter, T, English, Romance & Humor, words: 2k+, favs: 38, follows: 4, 7/31/2012, Harry P., Ginny W.
8Lingering Kisses »
There was never anything between Sirius and Lily, not anything that either of them would ever dare admit. She wasn't his, and Sirius knew it. He didn't really want her, anyways, because of course he didn't. It was Lily Evans, for Merlin's sake, and he'd never had a chance with the girl for as long as he'd known her. A series of random Sirius/Lily one-shots.
Harry Potter, T, English, Romance & Drama, chapters: 3, words: 6k+, favs: 9, follows: 5, updated: 7/13/2012 published: 5/4/2012, Sirius B., Lily Evans P.
18 The Only Traitor
"I never thought I'd die from poison," Remus mutters into the dusk. "And I certainly never thought it would be from you." It is here that Sirius deceives Remus, with three drops of Veritaserum, into telling him the truth he does not expect, but yet, always has. A truth they've both always known but yet never have at all. And it's lethal. A Wolfstar fic written for SilverOwlMalfoy.
Harry Potter, T, English, Drama & Romance, words: 2k+, favs: 51, follows: 7, 7/12/2012, Remus L., Sirius B.
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