Hey guys!!!!!! what's up!

okay first of I'm sooooooo sorry for not having anything on my profile page i just was never able to get around to getting all fixed up and nice_

well anyway here some stuff about me!!!!

Okay I'm an only child, but I have over hundred and fifty uncles, aunts and cousins on my dad side, so im not really lonely...(that's no joke i still have met them all...and whats worse is that they all live in Panama and speak Spanish so i can only greet them and say hello before I have to have my dad translate what they say...T.T)

I only have one aunt and uncle on my mom side, but my uncles been in and out of jail all his life so i guess he doesn't count...but i do have a super rich aunt who lives in Maryland!!!! XDDDD!!!! she so cool, she's one of those people who doesn't mind if you just want to hang out all day at the house, and she loves hard rock and couple of heavy metal bands she kinda reminds of a punk teenager in an adult body oh and her husband is the same way.

enough about family on with what i cant stop writing about!!!!

my favorite anime's are black butler, bleach, code geass, brave 10, trinity blood, Pandora hearts, loveless, spice and wolf, hetalia(all three seasons.) and many,many,many, more so if you have a question just send me a PM.

Pairings

renji and byakuya

Esther and Abel

lelouch and kallen

ulquorria and orihime

sesshomaru and rin(father/daughter and lovers but rin has to be at least 18 before I can even consider reading it!!)

Sebastian and ciel (i also like to read father and son fics to)

ritsuka and soubi (ritsuka has to be older if they do anything!!!! but if it's just minor kissing and cuddling that's fine)

Thor and Loki (brotherly love or just lovers are fine but if you have something to say about don't say it to me!!)

Austria and Hungary

Arthur(England) and Francis(France)

France and Romano

turkey and Greece

Arthur and Alfred(america)

Xanxus and Squalo

sometimes soubi and kio...sometimes

nezumi and sion

kyouya and tamaki

haruhi and tamaki

oz and Gilbert

jin and fuu

kohaku and chihiro

Claude and alois

oh and FACE (FRANCE, AMERICA, CANADA, AND ENGLAND...if anyone didn't know XDDD)

favorite Quotes

i was searching YouTube and found the really cool song called 'see what I've become' and someone posted this in the comments and i thought it was totally awesome because it reminded me of my dad...

“My childhood taught me”

“My problems challenged me”

“My traumas broke me”

“My resolve hardened me”

“My mistakes educated me”

“I faced you and screamed”

“SEE WHAT IVE BECOME!”

“Now witness what I’ll do and what I’ll create”

but that's all the quotes that I know but there's this one thing i wrote about a year ago for my dad...my dad has never really been in my life and at first i hated him for leaving mom and for making her cry every night but i never let it show when I was with him i just wanted to be with my dad. but as i began to notice more things about my dad i started to see past that and see that even though he was supposed to be happy he wasn't. mom said that it had to do with something that happened long ago before i was ever thought of, and then i heard this song called Fix You by coldplay and played it for him once it said all the things i wanted to say but he just shook his head as he listened and told me that it was a pretty song so i wrote this for him but i haven't been able to read it to him he has a new job now that takes him out of the country and sometimes he's god knows where for mouths at a time so i haven't been able to give it to yet...

Life is never fare when it comes to certain things, love almost always hurts, memories good or bad never fade, and the pain of having something or someone ripped away is always there. Sometimes the past weighs on upon us and overwhelms us but there is always that one person, young or old related or not, that always pops up in the most unlikely of places. They are there even when they are not at arm’s length they are there shouting for you to keep moving, to keep trying, doing everything they can to help you even when you push them away because you don’t want to hear it.

We are there whether you chose to notice or not. All we want is to see you happy, a smile on that beautiful face, to here you laugh out of joy, to watch you have fun and to know that you are safe and sound.

But we know that is not always the case and we do our best to chase away the nightmares, and wipe away your tears and tell you that everything’s going to be okay. We try to hold you when you need it, love you when you need it, and encourage you when you need it. We try to help hold you together when you are falling apart, and we are always in your heart whether you know it or not.

We will always try to fix you…. .

I will always try to fix you….

I have always wanted to say that when you ever have problems or you feel down, come to me let me help you. I am the closest thing you can get to being you and I’m always here…never forget that…

i know that was a bit of a downer but I wanted you guys to know the back story before you read about it...X3

Also im a big,Big,BIG mpreg fan and im in the middle of writing one so if you don't like then don't read or hate. One thing i don't get is that i don't get is if you don't like it then why the hell are you in that section of fan fiction???? god people these days...

well I have a couple of ideas that i would like to run by you guys and tell me what you think cause as soon after i get the third chapter done for the story im writing now ill be starting a new story.

okay so I've wanted to write a sebby and ciel father/son story for a while know.

So what i had in mind was that Sebastian would be head of one of four noble clans and since he has never had a lover or wife he has never had children and he has always wanted children so he goes down to the hell house(orphanage in hell) and adopts a demon baby with beautiful blue eyes and a darker shade of blue hair. of course his family objects to having an outsider brought into the clan, and of course he just says suck it up and they all shut it but all except three detest the child. the one that hate the child are always coming up with plans to get rid of ciel and it gets so bad that Sebastian has to constantly carry the child with him everywhere as a precaution. Sebastian always could sense when something bad would happen and always kept ciel close during that time, but about a week before his sons first birthday he gets kidnapped. he woke up just as the imp left his manner he quickly went after him, he caught up with just as he was about to cross the border into the western lands. it wasn't hard to find the man he was the only one standing with a crying baby in his outstretched arms. he quickly grabbed the child out of the imps hands letting out a fierce growl that left the other demon shaking. the crying almost immediately stopped as ciel was pulled into his chest, he looked up at the lovely man and giggled tugging on his clothing asking for attention, Sebastian looked down at his little boy and scanning him for any injury but only found two beautiful happy eyes, two rosy cheeks and a smiling mouth he smiles back at him before looking back at the imp that took him. his eyes went a blood-red and lets just say that things didn't go over to well for him.

Amiss all this drama in the shadows Claude holds a deadly grudge against Sebastian and his clan and plans to take revenge and rise above all the other clans and become ruler destroying any who get in his way. i want to put the three servants in this to, but I'm going to make them all low-class demons but there all going to have really cool demon forms. also i don't know who is going to be in the family that hates baby ciel, so if anyone wants to have an OC's that would like me to use then send me a message...

so what do you think let me know in a PM

ALSO I have a kallen and lelouch story in mind too...

okay my idea for this one is that when lelouch is in the construction park in despairing about everything and kallen comes and he asks for to comfort him instead of slapping him she gives in to his kiss and holds him for a bit. then later after he finishes with the meeting he calls here back to his quarters and decides to tell her EVERYTHING that he's done and the reasons behind them and what happened when things went wrong with his sister. she asks why he's telling her this and after a long pause he tells her that it's because he loves her and he didn't want to lie to her anymore. after she tells him this she looks at him with utter shock he looks away her gaze crushing him. she stands up and mumbles something about having some work to do and that she would contact him later to give him her answer. after that things start to pick up and before she knows it the black nights have found out about his identity and have decided to join with up with Britannia.

she decides then at that moment that she loved him back and would do anything for him so despite his protests and hurtful words to get her to go back to their side she stays with him and stands in front of him with her head held high. The black nights all think that he's controlling her with his geass so the open fire, kallen gets shot twice in the arm, then once in the stomach then in two shots grazing both her shoulders. lelouch watches as she cries out in pain and falls to the floor, ohgi orders a them to stop screaming at the top of his lungs.

lelouch suddenly gains his ability to move and runs over kallen pulling her into his arms, he stares down at her and he can feel the tears streaming down his face begging for forgiveness and holding her so close that his uniform begins to soak through with her blood. she will reach up to stroke his cheek and tells him that its okay and that she had planed on telling him latter that evening that she loved him back and that she would be what ever he needed her to be. she tells him that she'll be okay and not to worry that she was tough girl, he places a hand over hers and his tears fall harder down his face. she says she just going to close her eyes for a minute and her body goes limp in his arms.

his eyes widen as he calls her name over and over and over, he shuts his eyes tight and lets out not a cry but a pitiful wail that lifts into the air, and it hangs there as it fills every last room on that god damn boat letting everyone know his sorrow, his pain. he's yelling why, why did this have to happen to her...why. shaking his head he looked back at her and brings his face to hers stroking her soft skin, suddenly hate fills his heart and rushes through his veins and he looks back at everybody, the black nights, ohgi every last one and just starts yelling, "why did you have to take her away why couldn't you have shot me instead why did you have to take her away from me she was all I had left in this world!!!!" everyone stays silent as they continue to look on with cold and pitying eyes, he glares back at them and looks over at ohgi and screams, "you would do this to her? you of all people...God Dammit, WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" he screamed, just then a voice rings out through the crowd, "big brother!" his huge nightmare drops down in front of him making the floor rumble. the softest groan makes his way to his ears and jerks his head down searching for any sign of life only to see kallen eyes flutter a bit. He could feel his heart lift out of his chest and the warm happiness seep into him and he let out a shaky sigh of relief...TBC

okay so there's a small taste of what I want that story to be so let me now what you think please I wanna know I'm open to suggestions as well so let me know