152 A Favor Between Friends » Aka, that one time when Natasha asked Clint to have sex with her, and it made Clint so mad he nearly threw Steve Rogers off a building.
Avengers, M, English, Angst & Romance, chapters: 10, words: 18k+, favs: 116, follows: 173, updated: 1/25/2015 published: 6/13/2013, Black Widow/Natasha R., Captain America/Steve R., Hawkeye/Clint B.
23Guns, Xanax and Champagne » The wedding planner realizes she's out of Xanex. She took the last one after walking in on the groom's party organizing a kidnapping raid an hour ago. Suddenly the 'how to neutralize hot assassin' checklist that crazy billionaire was writing on the wall IN ICING! makes more sense.
Avengers, T, English, Romance & Humor, chapters: 3, words: 1k+, favs: 32, follows: 48, updated: 9/26/2012 published: 9/19/2012, Black Widow/Natasha R.
10Motivations "You fucked Bobbi Morse?" The door to the avengers kitchen nearly comes off it's hinges with the impact. The anger and heartbreak radiating off of the normally collected assassin causes Thor, Steve and Bruce suddenly find they need to be looking elsewhere. Anywhere but at the two partners. But don't worry, its not as angsty as you think...
Avengers, T, English, Romance & Humor, words: 898, favs: 28, follows: 14, 9/2/2012, Black Widow/Natasha R., Hawkeye/Clint B.
9Seeing Green Trapped and forced to choose between Clint or Bruce being injected with a hate/lust drug, Natasha is forced to choose between her greatest fear... or Barton's. If dark, angsty and smutty isn't your thing. Go home. Clint/Nat, Nat/Bruce Non/Con Dub/Con and dark stuff ahead.
Avengers, M, English, Romance & Angst, words: 3k+, favs: 12, follows: 8, 8/30/2012, Black Widow/Natasha R., Hawkeye/Clint B.
10 Doppelgänger She pulls out the last curler, she just dyed her hair yesterday so the curler comes out of her hair slightly stained red. Shaking her hair, she let's the ringlets separate until they look natural. Her client has very specific orders, and he pays enough to make it worth her while.
Avengers, M, English, Angst & Romance, words: 1k+, favs: 14, follows: 8, 8/27/2012, Black Widow/Natasha R., Hawkeye/Clint B.
22 Pieces of Her Natasha looks like a child on Christmas day who just got the dolly she's always wanted… a psychotic child who can't wait to take it apart bit by bit. The Hydra agent's eyes widen in fear. Poor Nat, I don't think this will take long, after being kidnapped and gift wrapped by a god, then delivered to an assassin as a birthday present, he already looks ready to break.
Avengers, M, English, Romance & Angst, words: 3k+, favs: 143, follows: 25, 8/24/2012, Black Widow/Natasha R., Hawkeye/Clint B.
47 Shattered » Final Chapter is up! Love triangle between Soldier, Sniper and Spy.
Avengers, M, English, Angst & Romance, chapters: 4, words: 14k+, favs: 82, follows: 40, updated: 8/13/2012 published: 7/15/2012, Black Widow/Natasha R., Captain America/Steve R.
6She is Shattered » She has been made and unmade since she can first remember, a sand sculpture, torn down and remade in a new mold to be what any given target wanted and what Russia needed her to be... Clint changed that; he brought her into SHIELD and, eventually, the grains of sand became hardened glass. She is not unmade now, she is shattered.
Avengers, M, English, Angst & Romance, chapters: 2, words: 8k+, favs: 26, follows: 18, updated: 7/18/2012 published: 7/15/2012, Black Widow/Natasha R., Captain America/Steve R.
29 Mercy » Clint watches the scene enraged, screaming soundlessly he would kill his own body in a heartbeat if he could - he wonders if it would be considered suicide or murder. Spoilers: Let's assume you've seen the movie. Now with smutty finale :
Avengers, M, English, Hurt/Comfort & Drama, chapters: 2, words: 4k+, favs: 85, follows: 34, updated: 7/5/2012 published: 6/5/2012, Black Widow/Natasha R., Hawkeye/Clint B.
21 Merciless "When he was in my head, he got everything that was in there, including you. I told him everything - every memory, every fear, every desire, he saw you though me, and I guess he liked the view." His shoulders shake with silent misery. "I'm sorry. Nat, I'm so fucking sorry."
Avengers, M, English, Hurt/Comfort & Romance, words: 2k+, favs: 74, follows: 15, 7/4/2012, Black Widow/Natasha R., Hawkeye/Clint B.