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7From Sky to Sea Eight years after the Sky People were defeated at the battle of the Floating Mountains, Tonowari encounters a strange Sky Person child, Spider, under the care of the Omaticaya. The more he learns, the more horrified he becomes. Tonowari would never allow any child to grow without a loving family, even if he had to adopt Spider himself. Now, if only Jake would agree...
Avatar, K+, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 5k+, favs: 22, follows: 26, 2/12, Jake S., Neytiri, Spider/M. Socorro, Tonowari
42 Half Alive » In the aftermath of the battle, no one has time to check on Spider, and the last thing Spider wants is to be more of a burden than he already is. All he has to do is survive, as he always has. It isn't enough. In which Spider slides down a metaphorical slippery slope, and no one notices until Jake almost loses another son.
Avatar, K+, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 7, words: 62k+, favs: 76, follows: 70, updated: 2/4 published: 1/10, Jake S., Neytiri, Spider/M. Socorro, Tonowari
5A Night In Tirion » In the long yéni after, Fingon and Finrod would always insist the night's descent into madness began when someone (probably Fingon) ordered a round of Telerin brandy laced with sea-serpent milk. Maglor, conversely, recalls otherwise. Finwë's eldest grandsons go on a pub crawl, and somehow work out their remaining issues. Compliant to events of The Ransom of the House of Fëanor.
Silmarillion, T, English, Angst & Humor, chapters: 3, words: 11k+, favs: 3, follows: 3, updated: 9/21/2022 published: 9/13/2022, Fingon, Finrod F., Maedhros, Maglor
25A Song In Stone » In the Fourth Age, Fëanor, Maedhros, and Elrond journey to the ruins of Formenos, where they forget to account for the dubious structural integrity of seven-thousand-year-old buildings. In which Fëanor, Maedhros, and Elrond find themselves trapped in a collapsed workshop, contending with rain and injury - and Maedhros comes to understand just how much his foster son cares for him.
Silmarillion, K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, chapters: 4, words: 19k+, favs: 36, follows: 40, updated: 9/9/2022 published: 7/24/2021, Elrond, Fëanor, Maedhros, Maglor
59 Where the Blade Cuts the Deepest » After Varl's death, Aloy is determined never to lose another friend to the cause again. Kotallo is determined to see Aloy succeed at her mission, even if it should cost him his life. A perilous journey south sparks new flame between them - but this fire does not simply warm. It also burns.
Horizon Zero Dawn, T, English, Romance & Angst, chapters: 16, words: 96k+, favs: 67, follows: 55, updated: 4/18/2022 published: 3/2/2022, Aloy, Erend, Avad, OC
2And Binding With Briars My Joys And Desires Vergil first sees her the spring of his eighteenth year; the winter snow falls in mournful drifts the day he leaves. And even now, twenty-three years after her death, a part of him mourns for her still. In which Vergil is hit with hallucinatory demon venom on the twenty-third anniversary of his lover's death, and finds his aching memory of her embodied at last.
Devil May Cry, K+, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 4k+, favs: 10, follows: 10, 12/11/2021, Dante, Vergil, Kyrie, Nero
12 The Last Ember » For seven thousand years, Nerdanel lived alone in a house that once rang with the sound of hammer on anvil and the laughter of seven sons. Now Fëanor and their sons have been rebodied at last- but how does one resolve seven millennia of heartbreak and bitterness? Nerdanel and Fëanor, and the rekindling of their first, flickering flame. Sequel to The Ransom of the House of Fëanor.
Silmarillion, K+, English, Romance & Angst, chapters: 2, words: 10k+, favs: 20, follows: 6, updated: 10/3/2021 published: 10/1/2021, [Fëanor, Nerdanel] Maedhros, Maglor
13 The Shadow of a Friend » A yen after the fall of Barad-dûr the tattered spirit of Sauron is at last brought back to Valinor to await the judgement of the Valar. There are whispers he still wears the image of Annatar, spirit as he is. Celebrimbor has an idea. He's fairly sure it's a bad one. He wishes to visit Sauron in his imprisonment, and does not know if he should.
Silmarillion, K+, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 4, words: 9k+, favs: 13, follows: 5, updated: 10/2/2021 published: 9/27/2021, Celebrimbor, Elrond, Finrod F., Sauron
118 The Ransom of the House of Fëanor » Maglor goes to war for a final time, the eternal darkness looms, and Elrond bargains with the Valar for the ransom of the House of Fëanor. In which fathers give up everything for their sons, and their sons offer everything in return; title, name, and fëa. Or, the one where Maglor believes he is destined for eternal darkness, and Elrond politely says otherwise.
Silmarillion, K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, chapters: 17, words: 102k+, favs: 75, follows: 30, updated: 7/18/2021 published: 5/17/2021, Celebrian, Elrond, Maedhros, Maglor
31 It is Eternal Winter There » Two months after a horrifying incident involving four days fighting for his life alongside Vergil against endless hordes of demons, Nero does the smart thing and goes to therapy. In which Nero desperately wishes for his father, and Vergil finally figures out how to be one.
Devil May Cry, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 5, words: 64k+, favs: 47, follows: 35, updated: 4/2/2021 published: 12/18/2020, Dante, Vergil, Kyrie, Nero
8 Sweet Dreams Form a Shade » On a demon hunt in Fortuna, an incident with the Yamato leads to Vergil and Nero trapped with endless waves of demons pouring through an open portal to Hell with no way of closing it. In which Vergil and Nero come to understand each other through a four-day odyssey of blood.
Devil May Cry, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 2, words: 20k+, favs: 33, follows: 11, updated: 12/15/2020 published: 12/13/2020, Dante, Vergil, Nero
1k+The Silent Song » When Qui-Gon Jinn is told to take a new padawan, the Force pushes him towards a certain initiate - but when Qui-Gon is told that Obi-Wan cannot speak, he hesitates. And all the while, Palpatine moves in the shadows... Angst, fluff, adventure, humour. AU JA era. Featuring Mace Windu, Dooku, Tahl, Kit Fisto, and others! Now into Arc 5!
Star Wars, K+, English, Family & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 49, words: 298k+, favs: 1k+, follows: 1k+, updated: 12/6/2020 published: 8/6/2013, Obi-Wan K., Qui-Gon J., Count Dooku, M. Windu
4Letters to Satine Obi-Wan writes a love letter to Satine a year after their separation on Mandalore. She writes in return, and the galaxy shifts minutely because of it. AU pre-Naboo through to post-ROTS, chronicled in letters between a Jedi and the Duchess of Mandalore. Epistolary.
Star Wars, K+, English, Angst & Romance, words: 670, favs: 20, follows: 27, 11/27/2020, [Obi-Wan K., Duchess Satine Kryze] Anakin Skywalker, Qui-Gon J.
14 The Asset and the Hunter It was not long before the Mandalorian realised that the current state of affairs were utterly unacceptable. The asset was growing on him. The Mandalorian, baby Yoda, an evening in the desert, and ruminations.
Star Wars, K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Angst, words: 903, favs: 31, follows: 15, 11/16/2019
15 For the Sun Will Shine Avengers Endgame AU. Sequel to Five Choices. Unbeknownst to Thor, Loki lived on past his death at Thanos's hands in Infinity War as a soul-flame - but the following five years prove hard on Thor and his brother, indeed. Spoilers for Endgame. Oneshot.
Avengers, K+, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 4k+, favs: 81, follows: 21, 4/28/2019, Thor, Loki
16Sins of the Father » What if Claudia hadn't been able to heal Soren and instead brought him back home to the citadel? Viren hears the news from the depths of his cell and comes to terms with what he has done. Four or five-parter, with father-son angst and character studies.
Dragon Prince, K+, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 2, words: 4k+, favs: 46, follows: 70, updated: 3/1/2019 published: 2/20/2019, Claudia, Viren, Soren
51Waiting in the Quiet » What greater honour is there for Gren than to serve the general whom he loves, even if she is unaware of the depth of his regard? First six chapters written before season 2, but will follow canon as closely as possible as new seasons come as a slow-burn gremaya AU.
Dragon Prince, K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Romance, chapters: 7, words: 40k+, favs: 80, follows: 93, updated: 2/26/2019 published: 10/20/2018, Viren, General Amaya, Gren
7 His Father's Back His first memory was of his father's back. All his life, Soren only ever wanted one thing - his father's love. Only his father could grant it, and yet, Viren did not.
Dragon Prince, K+, English, Hurt/Comfort & Family, words: 2k+, favs: 41, follows: 15, 2/16/2019, Claudia, Viren, Soren
13 Red-Blue, Red-Black Spider-Man into the Spider-verse. With great power came great responsibility, yes - but from great responsibility, grew love. Nobody loved New York more than Spider-Man, and nobody loved Spider-Man more than New York - as they would love any spiders that should follow. Spoilers for the movie. Written in snapshots from multiple perspectives.
Spider-Man, K+, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 2k+, favs: 70, follows: 22, 12/18/2018, Peter P./Spider-Man, Mary Jane W., May P., Miles M./Ultimate Spider-Man
7 Twisted Mirror If the Son chose to manipulate Obi-Wan to Fall instead of Anakin, on Mortis. Angst with a generous serving of fluff at the end. Oneshot. Gen. Complete.
Star Wars: The Clone Wars, K+, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, words: 1k+, favs: 93, follows: 19, 9/12/2018, Ahsoka T., Anakin S., Obi- Wan K., The Son