90Maybe I'll Win, But For Now I've Decided to Die » Modern AU: Sirius Black's life is spiraling out of control. Years of reckless self-abuse are catching up with him, and he doesn't know how to deal. Sirius' friends try their best to help him navigate through the hell that is mental illness, watching as he struggles with the diagnosis of a borderline personality. But how do you help someone who doesn't want to be saved?
Harry Potter, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 26, words: 91k+, favs: 64, follows: 81, updated: 10/27/2020 published: 6/30/2015, Sirius B., Remus L., James P., Lily Evans P.
71The Subtleties That Make Mass Murderers Out of Otherwise Decent Beings » Fall of 1979. The Marauders have been out of Hogwarts for a year and have joined the Order. Dumbledore has a mission for Sirius: re-enter pure-blooded society and infiltrate Voldemort's inner circle. Dumbledore insists that any costs are an acceptable loss for the greater good of the cause. But once blood has been spilled, no amount of crying can wash the red from his guilty hands.
Harry Potter, T, English, Suspense & Drama, chapters: 26, words: 85k+, favs: 30, follows: 50, updated: 10/18/2020 published: 4/28/2015, Sirius B.
6I'm Staring in the Mirror, Looking Back at the Person I Hate » Collection of drabbles which loosely serve as a prequel to On the Verge of Self Destruction. Chronicles Sirius' experiences with eating disorders and self-harm from their onset up to being disowned by the Black family. Anorexia, b/p
Harry Potter, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 6, words: 6k+, favs: 35, follows: 34, updated: 7/26/2020 published: 11/10/2015, Sirius B.
23This Song Is Not For You Lovers » An unfortunate event leaves Aubree Burke no choice but to return to her old place of employment, Cara Cara, after nearly four years away. There, she meets members of the Sons of Anarchy. One in particular, Chibs Telford, catches her eye. Sparks fly.
Sons of Anarchy, M, English, Romance & Drama, chapters: 24, words: 68k+, favs: 106, follows: 147, updated: 7/9/2020 published: 8/24/2017, [Chibs, OC]
1Where are My Pills, Where is My Former Lover? » He'd promised Brock, all those years ago, that he was through with the pills, for good. Yet still... Rusty Venture has never known a life outside of failure. With the sudden weight of keeping his late brother's company afloat on his shoulders, Rusty finds himself falling into old habits of prescription drug abuse, as a means to cope.
Venture Brothers, T, English, Angst & Romance, chapters: 4, words: 10k+, favs: 4, follows: 3, updated: 1/6/2018 published: 12/1/2017, [Brock S., Rusty V.]
14The Fine Art of Making It Out Alive » Some days Juice hated Tully. Hated him for failing to keep his promise, for purposely missing the fatal artery when he'd stabbed him in the neck. "Someday you'll thank me for this," he'd whispered into Juice's ear, holding his limp body in his arms until the guards came to collect him, drag him to the infirmary.
Sons of Anarchy, T, English, Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 10, words: 26k+, favs: 32, follows: 51, updated: 1/4/2018 published: 9/26/2017, [Chibs, Juice] Happy
3 I Was Born Sick (But I Love It) » Bellatrix stripper/prostitute/addict AU. One-shot. "What are you running from, Bella?" "Fuck if I know."
Harry Potter, M, English, Drama & Tragedy, chapters: 2, words: 4k+, favs: 10, follows: 2, updated: 6/25/2017 published: 10/24/2016, Bellatrix L.
2Hot Child in the City Sex worker/motel manager AU. Remus Lupin is a motel manager who works the graveyard shift at a motel notoriously frequented by sex workers. Sirius Black is a regular.
Harry Potter, M, English, Romance & Drama, words: 3k+, favs: 2, follows: 4, 12/7/2015, Sirius B., Remus L.
27 On the Verge of Self Destruction » Sirius Black is under constant pressure to measure up to others' expectations of him. Feeling lack of control over everything else in his life, he takes control over the one thing he can: his body and his weight. And no one can take that away from him. Anorexia, b/p. MWPP
Harry Potter, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 42, words: 101k+, favs: 98, follows: 59, updated: 11/10/2015 published: 1/4/2015, Sirius B.
4My God it's Beautiful, the Way the Crimson Syrup Drains Wolfstar Serial Killer-AU Oneshot: Sirius Black is a killer and a Remus can't help but love him for it
Harry Potter, T, English, Drama & Crime, words: 1k+, favs: 8, follows: 4, 8/27/2015, Sirius B., Remus L.