37 Love reIncarnate by Adrelaide He had stayed with the Shadowhunter, holding Alec's hand through the years, even as it had grown frail and wrinkled, the once pitch black hair now a light shade of white. Every year was a year past that he regretted not making Alec immortal. Every memory with his love was a reminder of why he hadn't. Malec. Oneshot. Angst. Fluff. Character Death.