4Revenge Is All I Haven't Lost » Ch. 2. "He immediately feels nauseous and he grips the arms of the chair, allowing himself to pray for just a moment that his brother is about to burst through those doors. But just like the rest of his life, his prayers remain unanswered."
Supernatural, T, English, Horror & Angst, chapters: 2, words: 6k+, favs: 4, follows: 5, updated: 10/29/2019 published: 6/21/2019, Sam W., Lucifer
59 Falling Inside the Black » "'I love you.' The seldom spoken words left Sam's mouth less than a second before the bullet left the chamber." AU of 12x09, First Blood. Before Mary offers herself to Billie in exchange for the boys' lives, Sam gives up his own. What will happen when Lucifer runs into a catatonic Sam in the Empty? And how will Cas, Dean, and Mary manage to raise Lucifer's son? Hurt!Sam galore.
Supernatural, T, English, Angst & Tragedy, chapters: 19, words: 45k+, favs: 43, follows: 60, updated: 6/10/2019 published: 3/15/2018, Sam W., Dean W., Castiel, Lucifer
32 Countdown to Destroy Yourself » "We spent our whole lives helping other people, but I am begging you, little brother, for once, let someone else help us. Please." Set in season seven, before The Born Again Identity. Deals with Sam's "coping" methods when it comes to his hallucinations of Lucifer. Deals with sensitive issues, full warnings inside. Hurt/Tortured!Sam, Protective/Big Brother!Dean.
Supernatural, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 6, words: 13k+, favs: 59, follows: 53, updated: 4/12/2017 published: 2/21/2017, Sam W., Dean W., Lucifer
6 Somehow I've Found » "The Winchesters' lives had always been weird. Suddenly throw a half-demon, half-human toddler, and her full-demon mother into the mix and things'll get even weirder." Sam and Dean catch wind of a hunt that ends up being a little more complicated than they'd hoped. Part of a series, but full backstory is inside. Rated T, but warning for slightly more intense and implicit language.
Supernatural, T, English, Angst & Horror, chapters: 3, words: 7k+, favs: 6, follows: 8, updated: 12/9/2016 published: 12/2/2016, Sam W., Dean W., Meg, Crowley
17 Accidental Prayer First he loses his brother, then he gets shot and kidnapped and tortured by Men and Women of Letters for information about his life. Today was a rough day for Sam Winchester. As you can expect, excessive hurt&tortured!Sam, based off of season twelve trailer and promotional pictures. Just my speculation/wishful thinking, I own nothing.
Supernatural, T, English, Angst & Horror, words: 3k+, favs: 33, follows: 16, 9/1/2016, Sam W., Lucifer
18 Payoff for Faith » We all know Sam said 'yes' in the Endverse. What we don't all know- is why. It wasn't the constant torture, or forced consumption of demon blood that broke him, (though that certainly didn't help.) It was the loneliness. Hurt and Tortured!Sam, angels being their usual selves, and no Dean to be found. What more could you want?
Supernatural, T, English, Angst & Tragedy, chapters: 5, words: 10k+, favs: 24, follows: 24, updated: 8/12/2016 published: 7/7/2016, Sam W., Zachariah, Lucifer
4 And We'll Heal the Scars You and Sam discuss scars. His are from hunts. Yours are- complicated. Reader-insert, Sam/You. Deals with very sensitive issues, detailed warning inside. Sam and reader are in established relationship, and living together. The reader opens up to Sam about personal issues. Some language, and implied sexual content.
Supernatural, T, English, Hurt/Comfort & Romance, words: 2k+, favs: 7, follows: 5, 6/7/2016, Sam W.
19 Human Race » Evil trees? No, that's just stupid. But whatever it really is, something's killing people in the woods in a small-town, and it's up to our boys to figure it out- before they're next. (The story is way less cliche than this description, I promise.) Hurt!Sam, hurt!Dean, and plot-twists to come! Short and sweet little case-fic!
Supernatural, T, English, Supernatural & Mystery, chapters: 3, words: 6k+, favs: 10, follows: 11, updated: 4/27/2016 published: 4/25/2016, Sam W., Dean W.
11 Flyswatter Tag to 11x18, Hell's Angel. Lucifer has a little more time with the boys before Amara shows, and he decides to play a little game. And as we all know, Lucifer's got a pretty warped version of 'fun,' which means tortured!Sam and tortured!Dean abound! If you love hurt and pain, you have come to the right place. Join me, my friends.
Supernatural, T, English, Angst, words: 1k+, favs: 45, follows: 10, 4/23/2016, Lucifer, Sam W., Dean W.
63 Emperor's New Clothes » The Darkness has been defeated. Now they only have to worry about Satan himself attempting to destroy the world all over again. Not to mention how he's kidnapped Sam and is still wearing Castiel's meatsuit, and that Crowley is still nowhere to be found. What could go wrong? Hurt&Tortured!Sam, Hurt!Dean, Angsty!Cas. AU-ish, but I'm trying to be as canon as possible.
Supernatural, T, English, Angst & Horror, chapters: 6, words: 14k+, favs: 51, follows: 58, updated: 3/22/2016 published: 2/15/2016, Sam W., Dean W., Castiel, Lucifer
7 Counting Bodies Like Sheep » Lucifer goes with Plan B a lot sooner. It may be, "So five years ago," but Sam Winchester just suffers so. Damn. Beautifully. Series of drabbles regarding what could have happened if Lucifer decided just to torture Sam. As you may have guessed, hurt&tortured!Sam, and hellish weirdness. I will request now that you read and review since I don't have room for author's notes. Thanks!
Supernatural, T, English, Horror & Angst, chapters: 10, words: 1k+, favs: 21, follows: 12, 1/27/2016, Sam W., Lucifer
18 Nothing's Fair in Love and War » "It would be defiance beyond his normal standard, hell, maybe beyond the point of forgiveness, but Dean had always damned the rules when it meant keeping Sam safe. So now, Sam was about to return the favour." Sam is denied coming on a hunt, but when he discovers a mistake that puts Dean in danger he ends up throwing himself into the line of fire. Hurt&Tortured!Sam & Protective!Dean
Supernatural, T, English, Angst & Hurt/Comfort, chapters: 3, words: 6k+, favs: 49, follows: 32, updated: 1/19/2016 published: 1/18/2016, Sam W., Dean W., John W.
37 Unbreakable Heart » A demon from Sam's past is released when the Devil's Gates are opened, and he's back, looking for revenge. And every demon knows the classic Winchester weakness. If he wants to hurt Sam, he's gonna have to hurt Dean. That's right, torture and hurt here, the Dean variety this time. Hurt Sam in chapter four. Sequel to On My Own, but reading before is not necessary. Enjoy!
Supernatural, T, English, Suspense & Angst, chapters: 5, words: 10k+, favs: 29, follows: 27, updated: 12/23/2015 published: 12/10/2015, Dean W., Sam W.
13 Heaven Knows "As Sam stared down into the all-consuming pit, he could hear his own screams echoing in his head; the all too vivid memories of spilled blood, broken bones, flesh peeling away, knives and blades and needles in placed they should never be-! Oh, God. Sam would give anything not to have to do this." Spoilers for all of S11, based off the promo for 11x09. Warnings inside.
Supernatural, T, English, Horror & Angst, words: 2k+, favs: 26, follows: 11, 12/5/2015, Sam W., Lucifer
23 Let Me Get Close to You » When Sam finds out about the kid he and Meg accidentally had, you can bet your souls that he's gonna do whatever it takes to get her back, even if that means falling into Crowley's hands. Hurt&Tortured Sam, and language throughout, and dirty things happen in chapter five. Other than that the story's mostly T.
Supernatural, M, English, Hurt/Comfort & Romance, chapters: 5, words: 14k+, favs: 27, follows: 24, updated: 12/4/2015 published: 11/9/2015, [Sam W., Meg] Crowley, Dean W.
6 Let Me Inside "'How about a little wager? If I beg, I'll help out you and Dean. If you beg,' She smiled, eyes flicking black for emphasis. 'I kill you both." Calling this romance is a bit of a stretch, but there's certain content that qualifies, if you get my drift. Sam/Meg. Soulless!Sam specifically. Yeah, this was fun to write.
Supernatural, M, English, Romance, words: 3k+, favs: 17, follows: 6, 10/21/2015, [Sam W., Meg M.]
32 On My Own » Sam's at Stanford. He's not hunting anymore, he has a girlfriend, everything should be fine. But when the bodies start showing up, the hunter in him just won't let him ignore it. Maybe he should have realised a lot sooner that it was a trap. Kidnapped, hurt, and tortured Sam. Flock to me, my fellow whump lovers.
Supernatural, T, English, Horror & Angst, chapters: 4, words: 8k+, favs: 33, follows: 38, updated: 9/30/2015 published: 9/18/2015, Sam W.
19 Get Out Alive » Right from the start, Sam should have known how a hunt with strangled victims was going to end. Why was it always his neck? Set in season two, directly after Heart. Hurt!Sam, case-fic, classic Sammysmissingshoe. Story and chapter titles from a Three Days Grace song, Get Out Alive.
Supernatural, T, English, Suspense & Mystery, chapters: 3, words: 5k+, favs: 35, follows: 24, updated: 9/4/2015 published: 8/27/2015, Sam W., Dean W.
16 One Too Many » AU for Blade Runners. You don't get addicted to heroine and decide to do cigarettes in lieu of it. For Crowley, this means he can't try to get high off of any other human's blood when what he really needs is Sam's Winchester's. Sam and Dean already want him dead, so what's stopping him? Kidnapped, hurt, and tortured Sam! All the best.
Supernatural, T, English, Horror & Suspense, chapters: 2, words: 4k+, favs: 41, follows: 22, updated: 7/8/2015 published: 7/6/2015, Sam W., Crowley, Dean W.
8 Fallen Angel They knew releasing the Darkness would be bad, but they never thought it would be this bad. When the Darkness finally clears, one of the brothers is missing from the Impala. Spoilers for season ten finale, My Brother's Keeper, and lots of violence. Very dark.
Supernatural, T, English, Horror, words: 1k+, favs: 27, follows: 20, 6/11/2015, Sam W., Lucifer, Dean W.