Hello everyone! Thank you for checking out my profile. My name is Melodie Rose, but on here I am known as Madder Than A Hatress.
Now I know some of you may know this but I am legally blind, have Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome, Malabsorption Syndrome, Bipolar II, and Sever Depression and Anxiety. The depression is why I started writing in the first place. I suggest that and meditating for everyone suffering from depression and anxiety. And please, message me on those dark days or text "Go" to 741741 to talk with a councilor. I want all my readers to feel like they can reach out to me and to others for help. I always respond to messages, so don't be shy.
Hi everyone. I know, not an update and sadly, not good news either. Over the last two years I have struggled with depression, illness, my sexuality, and so many other things. Writing was my escape, but lately I feel that I don't write what I want to, simply because of time constraints, or not caring. I don't want that. I don't want to rehash a story everyone already knows and my characters seem unimportant to the story, irrelevant. You will notice many stories have been deleted. As of now I am going on an extended hiatus. I don't know when or if I will be back all I know is that I need to spend more time fixing me. I've let myself overindulge in things as I felt sorry for myself and that has to end.
As my disease hits me worse, I find it harder to write, to stay positive and I don't want to give you something I took no time in really writing. I want something that I can be proud of. So I am giving myself time to grieve for what I've lost in life, and figure out how to move on from there.
I know for many of you who have followed me since day one will understand this. For those of you who can't, I'm sorry, but ultimately if I have to pick between getting me better or writing fanfiction, and I have to go with me.
I love you all for your never ending support, well wishes, and sticking with me through my ups and downs. I hope to be back to writing soon, but most likely updates will be slow, infrequent, and unpredictable.
Again my sincerest apologies.