Ello my name is (error File not found), i have steam profile that is named differently called 'Blood Ravanger' if you want to pm me or something i don't accept Fanfiction pms just say you read my fanfic account and we can discuss crap like i you have a story and want it published but don't want hate i will gladly post it for you :P trust me i won't make my own story i have a rather horrible spelling and grammar problem and mt ideas are gunna be classified by the whole community as 'unorigional'
Though i plan on writing a story just i don't seem able to write ._. for some reason. (this gets personal so bare with me) through out my life (early years) i wanted to make friends...but all changed, i put distance between me and other 'human' beings (if u call everyone one in the US 'human' to me were all different ._. don't judge me).
reason why i distance my self if for to ignore those who would i don't know judge me wrongly and end up making jokes,literally cause in pain, and other words demoralize me in a sense.
Over time this causes me to go insane. i literally scared my family ._. cause of this. if its from my school or my brother, where ever i go ridicule follows,though i keep my depression down and also anger bottled up. cause of this (i think) i have a short temper for some odd reason idk why :P.
most people will be saying, 'oh look at this guy he's another emo :P' but truth is you try living in my shoes for about a month and i live in yours then lets compare notes ._. and see who's life sucks.
and i may sound 'evil' and 'insensitive' (which is true if i cared to know how you feel i would ask but thats beside the point) but if people liked hearing you poor your heart out and such they would usually ask and listen but if people show signs of not paying attention and not looking at you, then they obviously didn't want to hear your complaining and such, again sorry if i sound like a complete ahole its life, they are everywhere (insert that meme picture here)
Now i may not upload a story, I'm kinda that person who has that 'phobia' of being judged and i know every person has that just some have it to a staggering degree and i rather not put a story up and have regular updates if its just going to attracted controversial bullshat and the works of highly overpowered 'god-complex' religious fanatics and say I'm the spawn of satan, or i need jesus h F--king christ in my life and i say he can get a wife, a life, and go eat a fat one for all i care, in other words take the crap someplace else that will actually be beneficial and sometimes people wanna lead their life not following a religion and i know you can follow the religion's morals and ethics but not worship.
Me, I'm what most call 'Atheist' and if it fits it fits, most of my friends are religious and they know i don't give 2 shats about religion and although they goof around with me on that subject and we play around like that and they know not to shove their religious bot up the metaphorical atheist ahole around me cause i ignore them with force, and i always accept their opinions even if they are faith based we have a system and it works, to th onlooker or eavesdropper it may sound like were arguing but in our circle its just use laughing at one and another cause were aholes to each other and we laugh accuse of it.
now other Fanfiction related shenanigans
Ships (please i may not know actual ships but go fill your holes with sperm for all i care)
Foxy x Mangle
Altoshipping
(occasionally) FemaleOcxXenomorph
Master ChiefxCortana
BairdxSam (gears of War)
FinnxFlameprincess (heard it be called most things but most i seen was 'SmokeyBear' and i also ship their gender bents together as well awaits the hate)
until i can remember others :P)
Favorite games
all Halos
Gears of War
Five Nights at Freddy's
Borderlands (1 and 2 haven't plead pre-sequal)
Dead Space titles
Fallout 3 and New vegas
Mechassault and Mechassault 2: Lonewolf (apparently there is something called mechwarrior, not appealing in my opinion)
Favorite Shows (including cartoons and yes *resists barfing* anime)
Adventure time
Criminal minds
Attack on Titan (or its actual anime name don't feel like typing that long a-- name)
Sword art online (again its anime name i don't wanna type)
The Colony (its a non cartoon and a non anime its the same thing as Criminal minds but apocalyptic survival)
(AGAIN any others i can remember will be added)
Words of Stuff that i might Say
"they say your can't live without love" i think oxygen,food,water,clothes, and a roof over your head is more important
Most of us don't suffer from insanity, WE ENJOY EVERY WAKING MOMENT OF IT (most of us anyway)
oh I'm sorry were you busy spilling out your hurt feelings cause johnny dumped you? please tell me why i care? I'm starting to wonder why, maybe cause you seem like the nagging type?
Sorry I'm too busy you care about you hating me
I believe in two things: 1 Don't like me fine i don't wake up everyday to impress you, and 2 Hate me, waste your time and I'm spending my time not caring and moving on with my life
School: place of wonder, happiness, and mental abuse of the social life and math algebra stuff
SCIENCE is the best thing sense abortion (awaits hate)
Most wonder why I'm such an Ashat well i got a few things, 1 I'm not your rear ends hat, 2 i was molded this way because other people wearing hats for their rear, and 3 cause i was born evil, ask my family
You say I'm mean i say I'm just sarcastically smart
Just because you don't have feelings docent mean you can't be nice, people like us show it but its completely different from what one would expect
Sir, your face is on the floor,bleeding,broken, and leaking spinal fluid and how come your not asking for help? oh your just to stubborn to die? oh well lemme off ay then
WE LIVE IN A WORLD OF HATE but happiness is also a form of hate then what the f--k am i here for?
Look to your left you will see dirt, look to your right you see more dirt, now look to your back and know whatcha see more of? more F--king dirt
i wake up thinking 'well why can't i be happy' then i think again oh maybe cause if i wasn't being hated up i might be happy but eh one thing at a time