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119Unearthed »
Broken Lord Ren finds his answer in a desert brothel. "Look at me," he growls. She shudders and for one yawning chasm of a moment, he thinks she'll refuse him. He should want to reprimand her, but instead his whole being pleads for her to look at him. Please just look at him.Star Wars, M, English, Angst & Romance, chapters: 18, words: 64k+, favs: 113, follows: 171, updated: 7/17/2022 published: 5/14/2020, [Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo]
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Lovesick »
Ben is in love. At least he thinks he is. He's 19 and he's never felt like this before, so it's hard to tell. And he's not going to ask anyone. He has a hard enough time hiding her from the voices as it is. Because that's one thing he does know. Rey isn't to be shared. With anyone. Rey travels back in time to when Ben is still training with Luke. COMPLETEStar Wars, M, English, Romance & Angst, chapters: 49, words: 142k+, favs: 466, follows: 425, updated: 8/17/2020 published: 1/26/2020, [Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo]
317Tethered »
He's trapped, somewhere between life and death. His mother says it's because of their bond, that he can't pass into the Force until she does. So Ben watches. Watches and dies again every day he can't comfort her.Star Wars, M, English, Romance & Angst, chapters: 18, words: 54k+, favs: 345, follows: 482, updated: 1/30/2020 published: 12/22/2019, [Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo]
1k+Unbidden »
"I'll destroy her," rings in his ears and he's shocked by how shamed he is he ever said those words. He'd meant them, oh how he'd meant them. He'd been lost to his rage and he'd thought he could … he knows now that he could never hurt her. Kylo struggles with Rey's rejection and a new threat pushes them together again.Star Wars, M, English, Romance & Angst, chapters: 62, words: 197k+, favs: 1k+, follows: 2k+, updated: 12/11/2019 published: 12/15/2017, [Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo]
700 Powerless »
Rey looks down at the floor and whispers, "I'm pregnant." Kylo rushes to her, towering over her smaller frame and holds her gaze intensely. "Whose is it?" he hisses. Her startled eyes go wide and fill with confusion. "Is it FN-2187's?" he growls. She looks at him like he's speaking Huttese. "Tell me!" Kylo bellows. He can barely hear her when she stutters out, "Y-yours." COMPLETEStar Wars, M, English, Romance & Angst, chapters: 68, words: 229k+, favs: 553, follows: 389, updated: 11/1/2019 published: 6/7/2018
919 Thwarted »
Kylo Ren has become something more. The Light still pulls at him from time to time but after the price he has paid, he has been relentless in his pursuit of the Dark. And then when Snoke had dared stand in his way, tried to take Rey from him … new power had been born that day. Black and deep. The endless abyss that is Kylo Ren in love. COMPLETE!Star Wars, M, English, Romance & Angst, chapters: 75, words: 381k+, favs: 1k+, follows: 903, updated: 10/30/2017 published: 5/12/2016, [Kylo Ren/Ben Solo, Rey]
17 Betrayal
*spoilers for TLJ trailer* Luke Skywalker is terrified of Rey and decides he won't fail the galaxy a second time. Kylo Ren is having none of it. Inspired by the TLJ trailer.Star Wars, K+, English, Romance & Angst, words: 2k+, favs: 143, follows: 57, 10/13/2017, [Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo] Luke S.
17Denial
Kylo Ren tries to rid himself of the intrusive thoughts of the scavenger by visiting a professional. Unfortunately, his body already knows what his mind refuses to accept. There is no one for him but Rey, and he is forced to acknowledge that.Star Wars, M, English, Romance & Angst, words: 1k+, favs: 54, follows: 46, 10/4/2017, [Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo]
23Decision »
Kylo Ren loathes the Scavenger. She plagues him and he's desperate to free himself from her constant pull. In their final battle, he succeeds in killing her, but as he holds her in his arms and feels the life leaving her he knows he has been so very wrong. This woman, this impossible woman, she is everything to him and he has killed her. HEA, I promise. ON HIATUS.Star Wars, M, English, Angst & Romance, chapters: 10, words: 21k+, favs: 46, follows: 68, updated: 10/4/2017 published: 9/28/2017, [Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo]
13 Devotion
Kylo knows that Rey enjoys him. Enjoys how he can bring her pleasure, how he tends to her. She enthusiastically shares her body with him and he tries to tell himself it's enough. Sometimes he's weak, in the small hours of the night, when she's sated and allows him to hold her. I love you, I love you, I love you.Star Wars, M, English, Romance & Angst, words: 2k+, favs: 81, follows: 16, 10/3/2017
8 He Knows He's Going to Regret This
Set three years after the events of 'He Knows He Needs to Stop'. Poe and Finn drag Ben out for his bachelor party. Ben is about as enthusiastic as you'd expect. 'I Never' and bonding follows. Ben would really rather be home with Rey.Star Wars, T, English, Romance & Friendship, words: 2k+, favs: 55, follows: 17, 3/1/2017, [Kylo Ren/Ben Solo, Rey] Finn, Poe D.
26 Coincidence
She's perfect. Her smile fills him with light and he knows that today, today is the day he'll finally gather his courage and actually open the door to the little coffee shop where she works. Modern Reylo AU.Star Wars, T, English, Romance, words: 1k+, favs: 53, follows: 20, 2/2/2017, [Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo]
119 Still »
Rey is catatonic, under the care of Kylo Ren. Though he treasures having her with him, he would do anything to change how this had happened, how she had come to be his. His; silent, still, beautiful, perfect Rey.Star Wars, M, English, Romance & Angst, chapters: 15, words: 55k+, favs: 267, follows: 127, updated: 8/17/2016 published: 6/29/2016, [Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo]
549 He Knows He Needs to Stop »
She is tinkering with droids again. He feels her elation as she finds the right point on the circuit, watches the droid whir to life, bleeping its gratitude. She has a whole little family of them now. He is losing himself in her and he knows he needs to stop. Kylo Ren is Bound to Rey and hides from her, never revealing himself, quietly driving himself mad with her light.Star Wars, M, English, Romance & Angst, chapters: 44, words: 148k+, favs: 721, follows: 372, updated: 5/13/2016 published: 3/1/2016, [Kylo Ren/Ben Solo, Rey]
12 It's Not Time, Yet
Leia is giddy. She tries not to hope too much, give them space to overcome their obstacles. But Leia would be lying to herself if she didn't admit that Rey's place in her son's life has filled her with dreams long buried. A one-shot from 'He Knows He Needs to Stop' from Leia's POV, in which Rey receives The Talk from Mama Leia.Star Wars, T, English, Family & Romance, words: 1k+, favs: 62, follows: 9, 4/16/2016, [Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo] Leia O.