ANNOUNCEMENT
As of May 25, 2019, I am officially...married! To the love of my life. Here's to starting a new life together with my precious little son. (heart)
Everything I write, everything I do, everything I feel, everything I think, everything I say, every day I breathe is done in loving memory of my 15 year old toy poodle; Little Rosie.
June 1997-April 12, 2012
I love you with all my heart little girl. You will be missed so much...so much that it hurts.
I love you
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My wifey/best friend's mom Janelle passed away from rapidly spreading lung cancer two weeks ago, on May 8th 2019, after having just recovered from cervical cancer. It was sudden and we didn't expect it. She leaves behind two amazing daughters, two adorable grandsons, and one amazing now daughter-in-law (congrats to sister and her new wife, as of April 22, 2019). She was like a second mother to me and I will never forget how at home she made me feel whenever I made the three hour trip to come visit everyone. Always made people laugh and put a smile on their face, always there for every party and every event. You will be missed dearly. Say hello to my parents for me, would you?
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My poor little chihuahua Missy succumbed to illness and had to be put to sleep on November 1, 2018. There will never be another dog like my Missy. She was the sweetest, kindest, gentlest little girl ever. I love you my baby girl. Thank you to my loser Erica and my fiance Ernie for being there with me for such a hard event. / 3
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On Wednesday July 6th, 2016, at approximately 8:15 PM, my mother Laureen passed away with her family by her side, after never recovering from a massive heart attack weeks ago. It was a long time coming, we know, but it still hurts. I miss you and love you more than you'll ever know, mom. I know Luke is too young to remember you, but I'll make sure he knows you and hears about all our crazy adventures and sees all the old home videos. It hurts so much to know that you're gone and that I will never see you again. I don't know what I'm going to do without you, mom, but I promise I will be the best damn mother Luke could ever ask for. It is both my duty, and pleasure, as well as something I would love to do in your memory.
Gone But Never Forgotten
January 1942-July 2016
"Hear my words that I might teach you
Take my arms that I might reach you
But my words like silent raindrops fell
And echoed in the wells of silence"
On Friday, September 23rd, 2016 at approximately 11:37 am, my aunt Joanna/Moo-Moo passed away in a car accident while driving a car from the dealership back to her job at the car auction. We're not certain what happened, and a lot of things don't add up, and a lot of questions around going to go unanswered. My cousins and I have banded together and our relationship is stronger than ever. We and their kids and my son are spending as much time together as we can. You are a wonderful person and a true Yankee. I will keep you alive in my memory and in Luke's. He will know who you are the same way he will know who mom was. He'll forever be your little boy, and I'll forever be your little girl. #RE2PECT
September 1952-September 2016
"I'm torn to pieces
I'm broken down
I still see your face when you're not around
I'll sit here in misery
Wondering if I'll ever be
Half the (wo)man you wanted me to be"
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Last week, my cousin Little Jeff passed away due to unknown circumstances. (some say his diabetes, some say heart attack. I'm not sure which; I didn't ask because that's rude) That brings the death total of my family from July 2016 to June 2017 to eight. Rest in peace, Little Jeff. We didn't know one another well, but I still miss you. My favorite memory is when I worked for Salvation Army and some guy came in to install a vending machine. I recognized him as being familiar to me, but I wasn't sure who he was. Turned out it was you. My other favorite memory is you telling off Uncle Bobby at your sister's wedding. Good times, man. Good times.
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I would like to take the time now to say goodbye and farewell to my high school classmates that have died since school ended (will only post first names. there were 900 or something kids in my class so good luck figuring it out) Alicia (killed by a drunk driver alongside her boyfriend), Greg (suicide), Sean (overdose), and the man with two names (I can't remember his first name or nickname, sadly. overdose as well, a week after Sean). You will all be missed. Gone too soon.
I would also like to say goodbye and farewell to Alisha's mother, who died suddenly last week. You will be missed. Say hello to Alisha for us all.
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People ask me how I managed to meet you. I just smile and say "fate".
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Good friends don't come around every day, you know?-Beast Boy
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Quotes from me and my friends that are hilarious. In my mind at least ;)
(In a group chat, so pardon the horrible spelling here)
Zach: U know Im semi kidding right cam?
Cameron: You know I'm not?
Maria: Well, it's when a guy has a small er...
Courtney (Loudly): It's a small, fat dick!
(Teacher walks in and looks at us like 'what the fuck are they talking about over there?')
Half gerbil babies!-Me and Chayar1991
"So I was texting Kate, but I think I accidentally texted you instead, cuz she didn't get it. So if you got a text that said 'dump him', that was me."-Sean
"What text?"-Me
"You didn't get it?"-Sean
"No..."-Me
"OMG, Sean, who did u text?"-Kristen
"I don't know! D:"-Sean
Dark, slightly twisted, Grell is hilarious, and Sebastian is sexy. That is all.-Me describing the fell of Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler to a friend
What the hell is a thonk?-Kim
Thonk is the little sister of think.-Matze
"I had a friend in elementary school who used to get high off the scented markers. he also ate glue."-Me
"I love how seriously you said that. 'He ate glue'. Like you were stating the capital."-Amie
"You just told me to wash your shit."-Kenny
(Talking about an Ouran High School Host Club fanfic) "That's it! I'm turning the twins gay!"-CynthiaLynn1991
(The guy near us gives her a look that says 'did I REALLY just hear wtf I THINK I heard?')
This is going to be really awkward if he answers the door in his boxers.-Kristen
(Sean opens the door to let us in, wearing nothing but a towel.)
My towel almost fell down. Just to make an awkward situation even worse.-Sean
Is this your first time?-Saleslady
(CynthiaLynn1991 and I look at each other and crack up)
(Really loudly in a bank) Did you just say he's going to eat me?-Me
Oh, look, its She-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named!-The Lady Vampire Lilac
Voldemort has a sister?-Me
Say "meow" again, and im gonna throw u off the altar of naught.-Kim
I know you're going to find this rude but I have to ask it. (Serious face) Does he eat the pie well?-Sean
Oh no, he did NOT.-Sean
(Slams drink on table really hard)
Why are you guys sitting all the way back here?-Dean M.
Because this is the cool table.-Tabitha
No, this is the trouble table. I know you guys are all trouble makers.-Dean M.
Oh, then I guess you'll fit right in.-Tabitha
(Dean M. gives her a look, then nods, agrees, and takes a seat with us at the table, and stays there the entire night.)
(Driving down a road to got to a school luncheon, my cousin John. is in the passenger seat. A man or woman with a bad tan and platinum blonde hair walks past us)
John: Holy shit, Niki Minanj?!
So, I was talking to my friend the other day...-Kenny
Wait, wait. You have a friend?-Wilson
I know, right? I was surprised to find that out when he told me, too.-Kenny
Alright, what sexual favors did you have to do to get him to be your friend?-Wilson
No, surprisingly, I didn't have to do anything.-Kenny
Sure you didn't.-Wilson
Would you guys shut up?!-Random student
Holy shit, are you the friend?!-Wilson
Hey, guys...did you realize that we're the only people left in here?-Me
(Everyone looks around to find the lounge empty)
We scared them all away!-Chelsea
That takes skill.-Me
There's a dent in the hole!-Gwen
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The Vampire Lady Lilac, CynthiaLynn1991 and Chayar1991: Two of my very very close friends for as long as I can remember and a fellow FanFic writers. Check out their stuff! :D
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(Only part of a Kingdom Hearts survey I'm leaving here) What's the most embarrassing moment that ever happened to you that had something to do with KH?
Well, I was on the phone with Light Within Darkness while fighting Sephiroth and I decided I was close to winning so I asked her to hold. But since no one can understand me when i talk, I musta' said I had to go. I picked up the phone after I killed him to tell her and screamed: I DEFEATED SEPHIROTH'...and went on about it for five minutes...til I realized she wasn't there. My parents heard me scream and ran into the room, thinking I got hurt or something. They then walked out shaking their heads and muttering to themselves...
Another one: Light Within Darkness were in the mall and we went to Hot Topics. I was on the other side of the store and she called me over to see the Kingdom hearts shirt she found. When she held it up, a worker saw it and walked over to us. "Excuse me, but do you two like that series?" he asked.
"Yes." Me and Light Within Darkness responded.
"Oh my God, it's the best game ever!" The guy responded.
We proceeded to discuss Kingdom Hearts for about twenty minutes, comparing notes and him asking us about Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days.
"I'm sorry to have to say this, but I have to get back to work." He rolled his eyes. "I'll talk to you two later"
We were getting weird looks, but it was funny as hell.
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We are Nobodies.-Axel
That's not very nice.-Roxas
No, Nobodies...with a capital 'N'.-Axel
-Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days
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Romances I like (BOLD = Favorite/OTP):
Invader Zim: Zim/Dib, Tallest Red/Tallest Purple, Zim/Gaz, Tak/Dib
Inuyasha: Kagome/Inuyasha, Miroku/Sango, Inuyasha/Miroku, Inuyasha/Sesshomaru
Demon Diary: Raenef/Eclipse, Erutis/Chris, Erutis/Demon Lord Krayon
Lovelesss: Soubi/Ritsuka, Seimei/Nisei, Kio/Soubi, Natsuo/Yoji, Koya/Yamato, Nagisa/Ritsu, Yayoi/Yuiko, Nisei/Mimuro, young Soubi/Ritsu, Soubi/Ritsu
Code Lyoko: Ulrich/Yumi, Odd/Sissi, Aelita/Jeremy, Odd/Ulrich
Kingdom Hearts: Soriku, Donald/Goofy, Zemyx, AkuRoku, XemSai, Xigbar/Xaldin, MarVex, CloudSeph, Cleon
Avatar: Aang/Katara, Sokka/Suki, Sokka/Yuna
Sly Cooper: Sly/Carmelita, Sly/Neyla
Final Fantasy VII: Cloud/Kadaj, CloudSeph, CloTi
Fullmetal Alchemist: Roy/Ed, Roy/Maes (Pre-Gracia), WinryEd, Edvy, Envy/Wrath
Kekkaishi: Yoshimori/Tokine, Yoshimori/Gen, Madarao/Kouya, Madarao/Tokimori
Vampire Knight: Kaname/Yuki, Kaname/Zero, Aido/Kaname (Read the fanguide and you will understand WHY this is a feasable pairing)
Rave Master: Haru/Musica, Haru/Elie, Let/Julia
Kuroshitsuji/Black Butler: SebaCiel, Grell/Sebastian, Grelliam, Alois/Claude
Ouran High School Host Club: Twincest, Tamaki/Kyoya, Tamaki/Haruhi
Teen Titans: Beast Boy/Raven, Robin/Raven, Robin/Starfire, Cyborg/Bumblebee
Baccano!: Isaac/Miria, Jacuzzi/Nice, Firo/Ennis
YuGiOh: Thiefshipping, Puzzleshipping, Puppyshipping, Psychoshipping
Deadman Wonderland: Ganta/Shiro
Lux Pain: Akira/Atsuki, Atsuki/Liu Yee, Ryo/Hibiki, Liu Yee/Ray, Mika/Shinji, Mika/Akira, Rui/Kei, Aoi/Mr. Takano (you can literally pair anyone with anyone and it could be canon based on how you play the game. Not even kidding.)
Ed, Edd, n Edd: KevEdd, Marie/Nazz, R!KevEdd, Edd/Eddy, Nat/Rave
Code Geass: Lelouch of the Rebiellion: Lelouch/Suzaku
Death Note: L/Light, Matt/Mello, Near/Beyond Birthday
Bones: Booth/Bones, Cam/Hodgins
Daughters of the Moon: Serena/Stanton, Vanessa/Michael, Cassandra/Zahi, Tymmie/Karyl, Tymandra (coined by Bantu)
Sons of the Dark: Samuel/Maddie, Kyle/Kent, Berto/Piya, Obie/Allison, Obie/Inna, Kyle/Emily, Obie/Ashley
Sisters of Isis: Abdel/Meri, Sudi/Scott, Dalila/Carter
Durarara!!!: Shizaya, Izuo, Kida/Mikado, Walker/Erica, Shinra/Celty
Future Diary: Yuno/Yuki, Akise-Yuki
Pandora Hearts: Oz/Gilbert, Alice/Oz
The Following: Emma/Joe, Mike/Ryan, Paul/Jacob, Mike/Ryan's niece
New Girl: Nick/Jess, Schmidt/CeeCee
Gravity Falls: Dipper/Bill, R!Dipper/WillBillFord
Crossover pairings: Stanley Pines/Rick Sanchez, Stanford Pines/Rick Sanchez
Killing Stalking: Bum/Sangwoo, Bum/Seungbae, Seungbae/Choker boy
I was born on the day of Luxord Luxord Saix
In the month of Marluxia
A year before Xemnas, Demyx, Demyx, Xemnas
And I am Luxord Axel years old. You could also say that I'm Zexion Luxord Xemnas years old.
My favorite number is Xion
But my lucky number is Saix
--(Format copied from) Alienvampirefreak's proflie
If you get it, put your own on your profile
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Tiny get to know ya question thing
1. Age? 27
2. Siblings? Biologically two brothers (older) and a sister (younger). Adopted family includes two sisters and three brothers (all older)
3. Other notable family? Sister-in-law Ariel, nephew Gabe, aunts and uncles
4. Favorite book(s)? The Daughters of the Moon (series), Sons of the Dark (series), Old As Time: A Twisted Tale, Death Note: Another Note: The Los Angeles BB Murder Cases
5. Favorite band(s)/singer(s)? Pop Evil, Luke Bryan, Carrie Underwood, Halsey, Theory of a Deadman, Hollywood Undead, Eminem, Panic at the Disco, Dirty Heads
6. Favorite song? 100 in a 55 (Pop Evil), Deal with the Devil (Pop Evil), Boss' Daughter (Pop Evil), Kick the Dust Up (Luke Bryan), Sunrise, Sunburn, Sunset (Luke Bryan), Rain is a Good Thing (Luke Bryan), Church Bells (Carrie Underwood), Two Black Cadillacs (Carrie Underwood), Dirty Laundry (Carrie Underwood), Colors (Halsey), Castle (Halsey), Gasoline (Halsey). Lowlife (Theory of a Deadman), RX/Medicate (Theory of a Deadman), I Hate My Life (Theory of a Deadman), Everywhere I Go (Hollywood Undead), Riot (Hollywood Undead), Story of a Snitch (Deuce), Friends (Anne Marie/Marshmellow), Like Toy Soldiers (Eminem), Mockingbird (Eminem), Don't Threaten Me With A Good Time (Panic! At the Disco), Say Amen/Saturday Night (Panic! At the Disco), This Is Gospel (Panic! At the Disco), Death of a Bachelor (Panic! At the Disco), Make Me Like You (Gwen Stefani), My Sweet Summer (Dirty Heads), Dance All Night (Dirty Heads)
7. Favorite color? Purple
8. Favorite food? Spaghetti, chips ahoy with milk
9. Speak more than one language? I'm fluent only in English, but I can have a descent conversation in Spanish, and I know a little Japanese
10. Pets? Two dogs (chihuahua named Ruby, beagle named Chester), and seven cats (Jack the Ripper, Dexter/Dex-Cool, Ritsuka, MisaMisa, Zodiac/Zodi, BabyYoda, Hades)
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Outside of the Fanfic stuff, I am the mother of a now five year old boy. I'm a manager for an auto parts store, and as of the end of August 2020, I will be a graduate of a bachelor's program!
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As of August 17, 2018, I now have full legal and physical custody of my son. I love you, little buddy
8/19/2018