Alright, I don't do bios well, so imma kind of go by my best friends Nikki's. =
Emily (Emi), christian, musically obsessed and CRISS ANGEL obsessed, a tad sarcastic, even more cynical, simply complicated, horrible breather, empathetic, insanely chaotic at times, childish tendencies, likes to just have fun with friends, bouncy at 5am, especially with Nik, loyal, aspiring artist, city girl in a small town, always afraid of losing people or hurting them, introvert, has a passion for singing and drawing, sees things a little differently, aversion to mirrors, damaged, never grows over 5 feet it seems, random, way interested in Urban legends and mythology, curious, art student at UNC-Charlotte, reads too much into the world.
LOVES: God, Phantom of the Opera everything, my amazing friends, Criss Angel, Drake and Josh,House md, Supernatural (Jensen and Jared), Higher Ground, TWLOHA, Kristina Arielle Calco (RIP beautiful), love, acceptance, art, music, mint chocolate chip icecream, s'mores, pillow fight with Nikki at Sam's club, stealing her sprite, 5am, night time, watching airplanes and sunsets, magic, real people, imagination, Andrea Gibson- spoken word, Purgatory House, giraffes, my cousins Caleb (RIP) and Seth, the idea of guardian angels, christmas, and halloween. amazing writing, autumn, cookies, Ellen Hopkins, my old high school art teacher, the creativity i don't have, Charles Bell's photo realism, philosophy, orange and blue, Nikki's necklace, my review fairy.
Hates: Reality, bullying of any kind, fake people, mean people, stupid people, the concept of suicide and the fact that it hurts so damn much, Katelyn, my wavy/ curly hair that never really goes straight, addiction, not being strong enough, letting my emotions show, crying, insomnia and mornings, insecurities, hate itsself, our declining politics, losing, losing people, regrets, her past, fighting, flavored water, diet anything, cutthroat bitch, stereotypes, death and what it takes from you, my stupid heart, people that give Christianity a bad name, not knowing answers, falling apart.
"The ultimate choice for a man, in as much as he is given to transcend himself, is to create or destroy, to love or to hate."- Erich Fromme
"Never deprive someone of hope, it may be all they have"
"The value of a man is the value of his creations and actions"
"Open the door that no one thought could be opened, life waits behind it. We don't have eternity to realize our dreams, only the time we are here. I f you risk nothing, you risk everything."
"The most authentic thing about us is our capacity to create, to overcome, to endure, to transform, to love and to be greater than our suffering."- Ben Okri